i m so dead freaking tired.. omg.. i frm yest till today keep dozing off can.. n its like today i doze off frm 8 to 430 can .. omg..

hai i feel so stress up of my work alr..

list of tings to do:
- learn up all the practical skill tt i hav learn for de past 3 yr .. cox sister wan to assess n get a book in order for us to pass n become REAL staff nurse.. n those skill.. got alot i din even try hands- on on real clinicial.. bless me.. n most of them i return bk to teacher.. haii..
- learn up all the common drug which is over 30 kind.. n de name like so fucking hard to rem .. n prounce haiiii.. n nid to learn wad each drug is for.. omg..
- n learn all the ting bout oncology.. got wad kind of cancer.. n wad causes cancer..

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

wad is more stress.. nw gt tt swine flu.. hao bu lai.. nw come.. lucky worst.. mine is high risk ward.. dots..

haha c hw LUCKY my life is..

anyway sry ppl if i ever throw temper of u.. cox i m realli tired.. stress.. n moody..

end here time to slp soon..

gg to my ward tmr.. oncology ward~!.. which is cancer ward..

well..

duno i shld regret or happy.. haha.. cox i like the staff.. ok should phase in tis way.. i like the staff on my2nd posting thr.. but when my first time thr i dun like..

regret is cox.. i hav choosen a ward which the workload is damn damn stress.. which i dun tink i can take it.. sry if when i m working n i lose my temper to anyone.. including all my friends.. haha say sry first.. n it wasnt surprise if i break down.. but well at least i gt hope tt de staff thr is nice..

my eye is closing..

been dozing off in lect frm 8am till 5 pm. non stop.. the onli time i m awake is lunch time can guess hw tired i m?

time to slp le.. night all my darling men~~~

as promised.. photo.. tis is rico cake.. hmm to me look abit girl la.. haha.. HAPPY 21TH BDAY MY LAO DI.. n guess i spend half of my cake smashing him.. din take grp photo wif him cox de cliqu too pathetic..

wee.. its been long since i last online.. tink got 2 or 3 days din online le ba.. haha too busy working n contactin up wif friends.. n mitting my darling (em which is nt tt much of days cox i m busy n cant reali stay out for dinner? i m sry!!)~~

awww n i realli miss them.. when wil we b mitting again? ..

n yest.. sat.. firstly i hav to say sry to my darling.. sry!!.. cox keep changing plan.. n everyting so mess up..

first went to work till 1215.. den mit up wif derrick to eat lunch n slack at novena n KK hospital.. cox we gt nth to do.. waiting for the time 330 to come cox mitting fad they all visit siti.. n seriously it bored me out..

finally 330 come n evon bf come along too.. haha.. he is darn tall 188.. n derrick look darn short beside him i was laughin like hell can.. hes a nice guy haha though i jus c him 3 tmes onli.. quite friendly la.. MOST IMPTLY TALL N HANDSOME.. evon.. GD TASTE!..

n thr we go visiting siti.. omg her baby soooo super cute.. but i dun dare to carry him much cox i sick... n his immunity is low.. hee shall post his photo next time .. lazy upload nw.. N SITI DAUGHTER WAS BULLYING ME.. which is as usual.. she alway bully me when she c me.. haha surprise she still rem me..

den at night went to rico chalet.. intially is yoyo von me derrick n jingyi.. den yoyo n von din make it.. so psycho wei he n wee kiat come.. haha.. ok i admit his chalet is quite pathetic cox i c no much ppl thr.. even when i was bout to leave when its 10pm .. mayb the rest comin ltr? i hope so.. its jus so sad cing a bday party like tt.. n its like nt much ppl singing bday song for him .. haha..

n its darn pathetic can.. onli me wk wh n derrick wan to zhen him.. so we tryin our very hard to smash our cake on him cox he keep running away.. n tt co step on my slipper n i fall damn hard on the metal drain.. its pain!!!... nw my knee cap got lines haha.. n wh was so kan jiong tt i fall.. keep askin me ok nt or did i sprain my leg.. waaa first time c him kan jiong sia..

i din sprain my leg jus tt my knee cap damn pain.. AWW I DUN DARE TO BATH .. sniff.. I HATE METAL DRAIN NOW..

ppl feeling troubled n moody.. as alway .. ting cant alway stay under ur control hai.. jus like to me too..

alot of tots alot of feeling..

n one ting to say is love can realli freak one out.. no matter hw i jus wan it to turn out peacefully.. n to others.. its even worst i guess..

its alway trouble to b in btw ting (well nt saying bout myself).. de feeling sux.. when u duno which to choose.. n when u cant even control ur feeling.. n de worst is tt.. u feel like choosing tis path..but u noe ur choice will have the worst result of all..

haii hw i wish all my friends can have a peaceful life.. including myself.. i m feelin dead tired nw...

2nd day of orientation!!..

n can u guess wad? i start work ay 8am in the morning n i m dozing off in class at 8+ am!!.. can u imagine hw boring is those lecture? i can jus doze off when i jus start work haha.. the 1st time sia.. i muz b damn bored.. n i decided to go ka jiao derrick which keep me awake for tt erm less den an hr? .. so the following one.. when i was bout to doze off again.. i go ka jiao my friend.. poking here here n thr.. wahahha.. was too high.. jus to nt make myself slp...

i m nt tt tired cox i slp at 10 yest!.. hai..

n once again!!..

MY BUTT REALLI HURT..!! IT HAVE BEEN SUFFERING FOR 2 DAYS.. N BOUT 1 MORE WK TO GO.. cox on alt day i will b gg bk my ward starting next wk...

hmm.. wondering which ward will i go to? haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

i m realli tryin hard nt to tink n nt to care.. but everytime when i do tt.. tings jus make me break down.. i m feeling lost.. realli lost... alot ting keep recurring in my head haii.. i guess its time tt i shld jus concentrate on my work when my orientation end..

oh darn.. i m missing my friend... sniff i came online to find them.. N NONE IS ONLINE.. NT EVEN GUAN N VON.. whr u all go~~ the time nw is 11pm. hw come no one is here?? awww.. i wan tai tai life...

n once again.. MY BUTT HURTS.. CAN U IMAGINE U SITING ON A CHAIR TT IS THE SAME HARDNESS AS A TABLE FOR MORE DEN 6 HR WITHOUT STANDING UP..!! i guess sooner or ltr i will develop pressure ulcer!!!..

sniff.. buttt... plz grow more fats so it wun hurt~~

cheryl 2nd posting for today..

MY LIFE IS BEING TURN UPSIDE DOWN BY U 2.. SPARE ME PLZ.. I BEG U ALL.. I M REALLI TIRED.. MENTALLY N PHSYCALLY..

BREAKING DOWN SOON~

i hope someone is here for me to talk to.. but thrs no one.. no 1 is online .. i m realli feeling worn out .. i m tired..

i guess i shld jus go n slp then ..

*cryin*...

first day of work.. orientation = tiredness for me.. n my butt hurts okie..

sitting on a damn hard chair.. listening to boring lectures.. which i m tryin freaking hard nt to doze off.. by stuffing myself wif sweet.. but eventually when its near the end of the day i knock off.. i guess i slp wif my head on the table for nearly half an hr.. n dozing off wif my head up.. haha..

tt stupid damn chair make my butt so pain.. cant it jus fix some cushion? my butt hurts!!.. tmr another day of suffering for my butt okie..

awwww.. i missin my tai tai life alr... von n guan n jl still having their tai tai life.. haiii...

my headache is bk again.. n its killing me.. hai i m alway havin headache..

tmr i shall bring tons of food n tibits to eat..

to keep myself awake.. yawn~~

my butt~~~~~~~~~~

slp at 1+ yest wake up 5+. cox return bk hm late from funeral. haii.. may u rest in peace..

n tonight i shall go slp freaking early.. yawn~~~

..u 2 wan hate each other jus go ahead.. i m realli sick n tired of u.. stand in my shoes to tink.. wad will ur feeling be like? .. i m tired.. of.. everyting..

once again.. MY BUTT~~~~

waking up.. nt feeling reali gd.. ppl having mon blues.. i hav sun n mon blues..

been tinking alot for the past 2 days.. ting tt cant b say if i say it out.. trouble is gg to start again.. feeling jumble up..

alot of question poping up in my mind..

nightmare yest.. make me waking up on n off.. coughin like hell in the night.. i m soo tired.. nt gettin enough slp...

n today.. gg funeral .. n cfm till late night i guess.. tmr gg chu ping.. i jus dun like tt place..

n tmr .. work days start.. hai starting to feel stress n scared over it.. i pray tt i could go to a ward tt is nice.. n works = no mj.. no tai tai life.. no mitting of friends as often .. sniff.. i dun like the feeling of havin no contact wif friends.. n of cox ... work= tired to death.. n a bad temper cheryl..

feeling so lost n scared today .. jus feel like crying...

y so many trouble n tings comin .. haiii..

nvm tink of someting gd.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... cant tink of any.. haiiii...

guess today .. i jus wan to b left alone... nt being contactable.. nt gg MIA.. haha dun worry jus wan to b alone for today..

ltr b4 gg funeral.. ask papa fetch me go buy all those ting neccessary for tmr..

jus to make a correction .. the one whu pass away was my dad bro wife haha. cox i dun reali noe whu.. my dad hardly tell me his pass..

hai .. i m nw coughing like hell.. flu gg gone.. but coughin like hell now.. omg

n yest i was out precisely the whole day.. din even get to rest haha..

went to SGH at 11... till ard 12+.. den mit jia at 1.. den went hm .. reach hm 715.. sit at hm till 830 go out.. to the funeral..which i turn out to be quite sad when i arrive thr.. i dun like it thr at all .. stay thr till 1045.. come hm 11+.. bath n then.. knock out.. haiii....

n guess wad.. i bump into jx poly freind AT THE FUNERAL.. isnt the world so small tt i could bump into ppl even at funeral? haha he is my relative de friend.. dots...

sometime.. i m jus asking myself whether m i happy now..? ya.. i m happy wif hw my life is now.. happy to have my darling n alll my friends.. esp my friends.. cox i feel tt our bond is becomin stronger.. perhap we were alway ard to solve each other prob.. n help each other out.. but right deep inside my heart.. tt very little space.. i m realli nt happy.. prob rises more n more.. tings change.. conflict exist..

sometime hw i wish i could realli hav the power to turn bk time.. jus to avoid those unhappiness i m having now..

gg out soon to sentosa wif derrick.. my last day of havin n enjoy fun .. cox tmr i will b bk to tt sad place .. chu ping on mon haii.. hope i enjoy today

my 3rd posting..

hw i wish i could hav the power to turn back time.. turn bk to the time whr i m happy.. whr i hav no worries..

n whr.. ting wun happen like wad it happen now..

i jus wish it .. so tt i can realli live my life in peace.. with nth to worry..

cheryl 2nd posting for the day..

oh gosh.. my fever is bk.. hate it.. its on n off.. whenever i feel my head is bursting means its back..

hai.. tis mth or i should say recently..life has been bad for me..

1st.. is tis girl whu i dun even noe whu pop out frm nowhr.. ruining my life.. n distrub my friend.. leaving them ma jiam like enemy now..

2nd .. alot of my friend become sooooooooo emo.. cox of tings tt happen..

3rd.. tt 2 enemy become worst.. can say .. cox of me..

4th.. sick like hell wif fever on n off.. wif a headache tt i bursting..

5th.. today.. i jus noe 1 of my relative .. can say in another way is my "popo" ba.. haiii.. intially is gt news tt she is admitted to hospital.. den wanna go visit her..cox the doc say she might nt survive tis 2 day.. den .. my dad call to ask the ward.. n my aunt say.. my "popo" insist on gg hm .. n jus when she reach hm.. tt very moment .. she pass away.. haiz.. i still wanna c her for tt last sight.. but cant...

hmm.. live can come n go like tt.. i jus rem chinese new yr she was still talkin to us happily.. n jus 2mth.. thr she go..

so weird.. though i nt tt close wif her.. i feel kinda sad.. maybe is cox hw she treat me everytime i c her ba.. haha..

anyway.. may u rest in peace..

omg.. my head is realli bursting.. haiiii

awww... jus wake up n cheryl is sick like hell.. her stupid nose block sudd in the nite.. making her cant slp well.. keep waking up in the middle of the night.. haha n nw her voice become more sexier.. cox she gg to hav no sound soon!!!.. muz use quite hard to project my voice den got voice come out.. tink better dun tak for today unless neccessary..

argz. jus hate it.. haha i like got tis jinx .. last time is whenever i start attachment .. the wk b4 or de day b4 i confirm chop chop get sick.. be it a flu.. cough.. or even gastric.. c nw is a wk b4 de work i get sick.. jinx... shoot go away*..

i jus wanna say.. thanks for being such a darling.. i noe u r giving in alot jus to make me feel better.. be it is it totally ur fault or nt.. i noe u r trying to make tings go better jus to make me feel better.. but no matter hw u try to make thing better.. i noe it wun b.. perhap for the time being.. starting work soon le.. haha i noe my temper will b comin back.. but i will control (provide if i can).. i jus find it hard to control haha.. ..L*** **.. =)

n tmr .. mitting my dar >.< .. n i m wondering.. will i get PS? haha.. opps hope my dar wun drop by here.. haha..

work next wk.. stress* starting to feel scared bout tt.. cox ppl expect more from u now rather den u were a student..

n i hav alr make my plan.. i shall leave my dinner to my darling n all my friendssss (tt r close to me).. haha.. tts de onli time whr i m free to mit them ... work work work...

well guess its time for me update my blog again.. well as said.. will upload photo.. here is my gong 22th bday.. lao le.. n so celeb at her hse..


i wish i could say or bluff myself i hav enjoy tis celeb.. but i couldnt.. can u imagine i jus hid in jl rm to slp in order nt to c ting i dun wan ? ..

n the follow is my po 21th bday!!!... went to her chalet on sat night.. haha.. got alot of food!.. as usual .. i wish i could said i enjoy.. but well at least i enjoy more den in jl hse.. cox.. i stick wif my girlz.. haha.. HAPPY BDAY po!!!.. de following is the photos...

hurhur.. let me update bout wad happen for the past few days.. mitting wif lots of ppl...

first is wed!!!.. mit up wif jinhong chun n guan.. hee hee.. as usual the 4 of us.. .went to sim lim to settle chun ting n take tt lao de cheque.. eeeee... take pay also din treat us de.. haha jus kidding.. den went to watch movie at the new shopping centre at bugis.. which was said by chun.. it was an indian movie.. hahahahahahaha... damn cute can.. den go play pool.. n eat bakute...(duno hw to spell) .. haha.. den go buy my bag.. n thr we go hm.. it was alway so fun mitting them >.< ... noe we onli work wif each other for less den 3 mth? n surprisely we can b such a gd friend~!!!

den on thurs.. went to von hse to bake cake.. nth to do so jus go learn skill lo.. okie i noe i m retard in cooking also.. haha.. stiffing (is tis the correct spelling) the flour for 2 cake.. make my hand tremble.. n tt wicked von was laughing at my trembeling hand.. cox tremble till too jia lat.. haha nvm i noe its funny myself tooo.. cox i was laughing at my own hand.. haha spend total 14+ on tt cake.. which i tink i might as well go buy one!!.. haha but nvm .. i reall enjoy the baking process.. IT WAS FUN!!.. n nw i noe hw much hard work it take to bake tt cake.. alot ting lo.. dun c tt it is jus sooooo simple.. haha.. weeeee.. den we went town to bought tings wif von.. den after tt night at von hse again wif mao.. mitting kira.. oh well kira is still scared of her.. hmmm...

n went yest!!.. 10april.. MY GONG BDAY!!.. HAPPY 22TH BDAY GONG!! I LOVE EUUU SOOOO MUCHHHH!! MUACKS.. n these r the ppl whu turn up.. me guan jl von derrick n jx.. well our intial plan was ruin.. cox of tt stupid rain.. cant go east coast.. so stay at jialing hse play mj.. haha wad a "gd" celeb for her.. well it wasnt realli enjoyable for me though.. whoever i talk to.. de other will b unhappy.. so i guess today i will jus act mute.. zip*.. n night was pool .. sry guy nid leave early.. muz b hm lastest at 11.. i m de 11 cinderella .. hurhur.. n then guess wad.. i realli open my hse door at 11 sharp!..cox i went to buy mcdonald to eat.. haha .. i wasnt late for hm!

n today .. will b yoyo chalet.. i wonder hw will it b like though... shall update when i m bk..

well.. i noe ppl tink tt ting is too fast.. n i noe it myself.. i tink of all the consquences for making my decision.. n say truely i miss out this one!.. if ppl were to noe wad i mean..cox i din expect this.. if tings wun happen tis way rd.. i guess i will b happier.. cox i feel like i was more like a substitute.. *nt to dumb*.. duno hw to phase.. jus dun wan it b too obvious..

i noe .. nt gd.. responsible.. tell lies.. nt serious.. but i din regret.. at least nt for nw.. cox future.. whu noe history might repet on me again.. at least.. tink for behalf of me..

i realli jus wanna leave a happy life.. nvm anyway its gg to work soon.. stress.. i noe i might nt b able to take tt stress.. n i can cfm my character will change again.. busy working soon~~~~~

有句话说。。爱情会让人重婚了头。。 哈哈。。我发现还真的是。。

确定以做。。 我没有后悔。。 最起码。。现在没有。。 以后就不知道。。 哈哈。。

n thanks for being so sweet.. >.< .. but seriously i dun tink i can eat finsh tt tons.. :(:(

well .. alot ting happen recently.. n i hope tings r getting better.. n u r feeling better..

well mit up wif 3 diff grp of ppl ...

mit von frm 11+ to 2.. den mit for poly friend frm 2 to 6+.. den mit derrick frm 7 to 10+ cox he send me hm. haha

weee...

shopping wif von.. buffet lunch wif poly friend.. den mit derrick for dinner but onli he eat cox i damn full ..

hmm..

love can b blind.. love can giv u happiness for tis min.. it can even make u fly to the heaven .. but rem when tings happen .. friends r the one whu will alway b thr for u... which one to realli trust realli depend on u... rem tt u r nt alone.. anyting jus come find me ^^.. i dun like to c my friend upset de.. although u did treat me bad in the past.. but i hav alr learn to forgiv.. hee.. but still i tik i nid some time to trust ppl.. take care ya!

cheryl gettin slpy.. time to slp soon~!!

guess this few days cheryl is realli breaking down.. so many many tings happening..

well.. whu r u.. wad kind of girl r u.. ? i duno.. n i dun wish to noe.. cox i dun even noe u.. n dun even wanna noe u..

well .. if i m realli so incorrect in my tinking.. sry then ..

but 1 ting to say.. girls can b scary when they r realli up to no gd..

dun hav to care about my tinking.. cox it doesnt affect her at all.. i dun even noe her.. i onli care bout the 2 of ur friendship...

cheryl is feeling piss n upset at the same time.. but its realli weird tt i m feeling more upset.. cing my friend like tis.. haha.. 6 yrs of friendship.. doesnt even compare to jus nt even a yr of friendship.. whu to trust n whu nt to .. depend on u..

ppl thoughts n tinking can influence their emotion.. their attitude or even impression.. towards someone.. it realli depend u wan to look tings at wad view..

for me.. i can choose nt to b friend wif u.. after all those ting tt u done to me.. though some might b my fault.. but i choose to nt tink in tt way.. i choose to still accept u as a friend.. i choose nt to blame...

if one day both of u wanna quarrel jus go ahead.. i wun care anymore.. cox no matter hw u 2 quarrel.. i m still both of ur friend..

well let me update wad is this 2 days.. yest mit up wif derrick in the beginning den my poly friend.. well .. kind of enjoyin i guess.. crapping wif my friends as usual.. .

n today.. bring mao mao to vet in the morning for her annual jab!.. haha.. she weight 6. someting kg ok.. so she is nt tt heavy lo still.. n i m so glad tt my darling is so brave!! she like majiam nth happen.. when de vet jab her.. clap for my darling*****... den went to buy shoes n toothbrush n paste for her.. guess wad.. jus 1 morning i spend 110 on her.. haii broke in process...

den went town wif my parent shop shop!!.. wahahha..

my decision r make.. even though i noe ppl r nt supportive.. n ppl r tryin to get into the way. but i jus duno y .. i dun even gana affected by it.. nt a single little bit.. tink for wks.. n finally i came to my decsion.. i jus duno y i m nt affected when ppl is getting into my way.. perhap i c changes in him.. if wad he told me is real.. it still hard for me to put 100% trust in any1..

girlsss (jvg..haha short cut).. above mention is nt u all haha.. so dun misunderstand me ..

hmm.. plz dun make me break down anymore.. cox i m feeling kinda stress.. i reali dunwan my illness to come bk.. i duno hw long i can still take it.. work is comin soon too haiii...

if i can make a wish.. no mater hw many wish i can make.. i onli wan to live a happy life... with nth to trouble.. nth to worry.. laughin wif all my friends.. being tgt wif them.. n i realli hate to b in btw.. i seriously jus wan a happy life.. but seem like happy is alway sooo far away frm me.. whenever one ting is solve.. another ting come..

jus wad kind of girls r u..

although my feeling previously told me tt u r nt a simple girl.. i told myself.. its jus my tinking.. n i shouldnt assume my tinking r correct..

but all tis ting tt is happening now.. TOLD ME TT U R REALI NT A SIMPLE GIRL..

JUS WTH U WAN FROM ME.. I DUN EVEN NOE U AT ALL.. YA.. HARMING MY FRIEND.. HARMING PPL FRIENDSHIP COX OF U .. HAPPY?

I DUN EVEN NOE U.. SO STOP INTERFERING MY LIFE..

JUS WAD U WAN FROM ME.. OR EVEN MY FRIEND.. CAUSE THEM TO TINK THE OTHER WAY ROUND.. CAUSING THEM TO TINK IN A WAY WAD U WAN .. HARMING PL FRIENDSHIP.. HAPPY ENOUGH CING TINGS LIKE TT?

STOP INTERFERING MY LIFE.. COX I REALLI SERIOUSLY DUNO U.. N DUN WANNA NOE U AT ALL!

cheryl jus hope tings is better.. perhap its better when ting is claify..

women r jus nasty animal.. some i suppose..

i m breaking down i guess. cox of too many ting happening.. worryin for ppl.. helping ppl solve ting.. cing freinds like tt.. being in btw of friends.. well.. i m tired.. reali tired..

plz clarify ting among urself..

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wahaha.. cheryl manage to stay at hm yest without feeling bored at all .. u noe y? cox i m living a pig style.. eat n slp .. eat n slp.. wahaha.. den wif one blink .. 1 day gone.. n guess wad.. i slp for nearly 4hrs for my nap.. making me wake up damn early tis morning 6+ wahahahhaa.. whu ask me slp so much.. next time muz limit..

went to semb beach wif jx n mao last night.. stupid dog.. dash n cry when she c her.. I M UR OWNER!!.. haha.. nvm since u long long time c him one time.. i giv in to u.. stupid dog.. well.. duno y.. i've been feeding mosquitoe this few days.. argz itchy nehhh.. haha muz b de ppl i go wif .. dun hav sweet blood.. hurhurhur...

well.. to me.. i tink tt the girl isnt simple afterall.. well.. at least from those little ting i knew .. make me tink of tt.. her action doesnt match her words.. isnt it? well as an outsider .. cing ting as an outsider.. i feel tings tis way.. is she happy to c ppl friendship affected by her? or she duno wad she is doin? .. or she purposely make tings goes tis way?

well.. i dun even noe her.. n assuming tings isnt right.. so .. i wun say my tinking r real n truth n r correct.. tts jus part of my tinking... n guessing..

as the actual person.. u urself noe more tings.. so tink through her action.. her words.. n dun let my tinkin affect u.. cox i duno wad kind of person she is... is she realli trustable? or she is doing ting wif intention? hmmm...

haha perhap ur character is little tiny slightly better..? hope sooo...

nah.. i m nt emoing haha.. jus sayin out my view..

yawn~~...

mao~~ UR SCRATCHES IS PAIN.. ESP WHEN I BATH..

but nvm .. she is still my darling~~~~~

hai sooo many tings is happening nwaday..

hmm..

n thr r someting tt i jus dun wish to talk bout cox i feel uncomfortable n weird talkin bout certain topic... tats y i choose to keep quiet.. nt i dun trust u k? =) ..

friends r realli impt .. cox they r the one tt stay wif u n be thr for u when tings happen.. but sometime misunderstanding do happen btw friend.. or perhap ur tinkin may affect ur impression of someone.. hws tings will become depend on hw u tink..

nah i m nt emo.. jus telling someone tis wahahaha..

choose to blieve ur friend.. rather than dun.. haha..

ouch.. mao scratch is realli pain.. sniff.. find one day i shall cut ur paws away!.. kiddin de la

cheryl break down last night.. its been long since she broke down..

haha guess she is jus feeling scared.. she duno y... she reali dun love him anymore haha.. she din miss him at all.. din tink of him at all.. din even tink of those happy moment.. but somehw jus feel scared.. cox tot of wad happen in the past.. the ting was said to me tt was hurting me .. but nw i m better.. i jus hav sudd attack like tt haha.. so can dun care bout me.. cry le will b better.. eye swollen nw..

haha tink i m realli feeling unstable cox of all the tings tt is happening.. i care too much of hw ppl tink i guess.. i jus dun wan my illness to come bk .. i m happy enough to hav all ting go in peace..

trouble comin in one by one..haiiiii...

i jus wan spend my rest 2wk plus of holi without trouble.. can i? plz.. for heaven sake..

cheryl's 2nd posting for the day..

bk frm cuttin her hair at von's mum place.. wif guan n jl .. hmmm.. n den went to slack at long john to eat n after tt jl went off.. me n guan go play swing.. haii.. eat full full swing make me nearly vomit haha.. n i wonder hw guan swing so high.. n i cant even hmmm...

sudd feel scared jus nw.. i m scared nt cox i feel insecurity.. i jus sudd tink of the past.. hai.. n being in btw make me even trouble.. jus feel like crying.. i jus wan to live a happy life.. without trouble.. is tt so diff.. hai.. feeling scared n trouble.. duno y sudd will tink bout the past haha.. dou say i m quite unstable nw..

but luckily guan make me laugh wif her innocent? .. haha i jus cant stop laughing.. i shld find pic n teach her bio now..

hmmm...

cheryl wanna go sentosa.. n play the whole day.. play wif water.. cycle.. watch the muscial fountain.. go slack.. haha but tink hardly got chance le ba..

n cheryl decided to stay at hm tmr the whole day .. firstly .. she dun reali hav mood but she scared stayi at hm will make her tink even more n moody.. 2ndly cox she is realli tired.. yawn~~~

shall show my face to my parent for tmr ba

hmm let me update bout wad happen yest.. guan von ji cf n me intend to play badminton yest.. n guess wad!.. intend go nyp den whu noe orientation.. din open!.. n my stupid card din allow me to even go in into the sport complex.. hump.. so fast kick me out of sch .. luckily bump into cf.. his card still can use.. haha but useless cant even play..

so go yck sport complex lo.. whu noe.. renovate!.. idiot.. hao bu renovate renovate tis time for wad.. haha den ended up no badminton to play.. n the weather like damn hot.. den go von hse lo.. slack n slack.. hmmm...

haha..

hai cheryl jus hate to b in btw of ppl.. do tis cannot.. do tt also cannot.. choose this way one nt happy .. choose the other way.. the other nt happy.. den .. jus dun giv ans la.. de best right.. haiiii...

i jus feel so stress up.. i hope tis nt gg to cause my stupid illness come bk.. cox i tink i m becomin more unstable again.. haiii..

anyway.. i hope my dear guan is okie!... smile smile darling.. grin* show ur big white teeth.. smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D:D:D...

yawn i m still so damn tired.. yawn~~~

sian morning no one online.. ltr still nid acc jl cut hair.. tink sun bian i go cut ba... ask mama wan spon me nt.. bo $.. nid buy my damn slipper.. spoilt liao.. hee. still support emphasis brand wahaha... find one day go buy

byebyeeee~~~

WeLcome!~
enJoy uR sTAy hEre

* chEryL
* 09/09/1988

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