cheryl hope these scar wun go away forever..
everytime cheryl tink of him.. hav the urge to msg him.. she will jus look at these scar.. n told herself.. so wad.. he said he care for u as a friend.. ya tts all jus so bullshit.. rem.. he shouted at u.. when u din even shout.. n he said tt to u.. haha.. n cheryl succeed in nt smsing him.. haha.. everytime she look at all these scar.. she wld told herself.. he dun even bother u r alive or death .. c..
cheryl has been real down for the past few days.. realli down.. thr r times when she jus wanna cut her own wrist.. n she was relieve tt she met up wif derrick yest for dinner.. though he was sick like hell he still acc her.. n jus late for 15min .. clap*.. he did make her laugh.. she laugh n she feel better.. this is wad i called real friends.. whu care for u.. REALLI CARE.. though cheryl has been tinkin sometime.. when derrick say i m nt irriating. she been tinking she might b to him.. jus tt he din say out..
whenever i look at all these scar .. alot of tots came to me.. esp.. cheryl feel tt the girl is so fake.. derrick was so scared tt i read his sms or c his photo.. haha.. i wun ever read de sms again.. bcox i find tings so fake.. n when he del his photo.. ive been tinkin alot.. is thr tings bhind my back? haha maybe they r even tgt? but so wad.. its none of my business anymore..
cheryl feel so crazy.. she is nt a normal girl anymore..
she hope these scar wun go away.. so tt she will alway rem .. wad ting were said to her.. its all bullshit.. or maybe cow dung? .. if it ever goes away.. she will make new one.. to remind herself.. WHU R THE REAL ONE WHU CARE FOR HER REAL INSIDE THEIR HEART.. WAD U SAY HURT ME.. I SHALL GO AWAY FRM UR WORLD...
cheryl duno y these few days she feel so crazy.. maybe she wanting care for him? but she knew no matter wad care he giv.. its nt frm right deep inside his heart...
derrick ask me.. hw r u gg to bring mao to beach next wk? by ur dad car.. n i said "no.. i hate driving.. i wun even touch a car".. thr is a strong hatred feeling inside cheryl about driving.. she hate them.. hate driving .. hate it to the core..
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* oINkz * ---- Friday, February 27, 2009 4:25 PM
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