thr go darling to his field camp again from thurs to sat.. i was still very happy tt i got my sat off.. can meet darling go out play.. but now all the hopes r gone.. so wad i have my sat off.. darling bookin out at night.. sat all alone again..
n sun i m working afternoon.. n mon daring bookin in.. so wad i hav my sat off..
cheryl jus feel depress easily.. cox of her illness..
n recently she been having sleepless night.. no matter wad time she slp .. she jus will wake up at 5+ n she cant slp bk.. she will feel tense..
the med make her wanna puke.. losing her appetite.. i m so sick n tired of it..
missing my darling.. my sat is gone.. i wish i wun hav my sat off tis wk.. i wish i hav work.. to occupied myseld.. i wish i wish i wish....
happy 4th mth to my darling.... i m havin off..
i hate my illness.. cheryl realli feel suffering.. she is tryin to do everyting she can to occupied her mind..
but she jus cant concentrate on her work.. to the extend tt she even acc poke herself with needle.. hai...
* oINkz * ---- Monday, August 03, 2009 5:34 PM
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