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death occur in cheryl's mind alot alot of time.. n whenever she has the tot.. she will alway tell herself.. i cznt.. cox darling will be sad.. i miss cing him.. n each time tt tot occur i will tell myself i hav to live in order to c him once every wk.,.. cheryl hate her illness she reali hate.. esp when tings trigger off tt feeling.. esp when tings trigger off her emotion.. esp when ting trigger off her tense.. she would jus cry n cry non-stop.. cheryl feel so hard to control her emotion.. she jus hate it... everytime when tings happen when her tense n her feeling come... she will find ppl.. making her feel tt she is nt alone.. but sometime finding ppl make her even feel worst.. i hate my illness i jus hate it.. no matter hw hard i try to control my emotion.. thr r tings sure trigger it off.. cheryl duno hw long her tinking.. her motivation will last .. she realli duno... cryin like hell now.. but nw she wish to find no one.. n she hate ppl talkin sarcastically to her.. even though she knoew its her fault.. i jus hate my illness..
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, August 08, 2009 7:48 AM
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<-- WelComE tO yAng n 