went to c a doc.. n she said i might be having anxiety disorder n mild depression..
cheryl is scared..
she tryin to fake her smile after cing doc n she succeed..
cheryl is realli scared..
hw i wish darling is beside me now.. hw i wish i have darling to talk to.. cheryl got alot alot alot of tings n feeling to say..
hw i wish darling is beside me now.. cheryl realli nid someone to hug n cry.. i realli miss u..
cheryl now dun like work dun like b alone.. but somehw she rather go work den bein alone..
cing doc again in 3 wks time but she scared.. n tis time rd she is gg alone.. cox she knew forever she cant hav ppl acc her.. she knew forever darling cant b acc her..
i realli miss u..darling.. i realli hope u r here for me to hug n cry...
cheryl realli nid someone to let her hug n cry...
when den i can hear frm u darling..
fear..
the med she eat.. make her feel like puking now.. hai .. again...
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