yest work wasnt realli gd.. it jus so sux.. i feel so worst cox i duno anyting.. hai.. n at the end of the work i feel like cryin immediately cox i was realli very stress..
tis time cry nt cox of my illness .. haha.. is cox i m realli realli very stress.. its time i should buck up realli.. hai...
sms darling n he has fallen aslp while waiting for me .. cox i offwork at 1015.. haha.. best right? overwork till 10+ hai..
n i wanna cry when i offwork .. but my friend was thr so i jus tahan n tahan .. n when i jus step hm.. i cry out like hell.. i feel sososo stress.. i duno whu to find.. cox its 11+ when i reach hm n i duno whu is free to listen to me .. guessing the girls might b busy.. jus nice jx find me so i talk to him..
n tis morning darling msg me .. msg wif him awhile i cant slp bk i start to feel tense .. try to slp but lie for one hr.. all work ting come to my mind.. try nt to tink but it jus come n come.. cox thrs so much ting i duno n today staff all is nt gd one.. cox all gd one is off today .. hai.. n i jus cry n cry.. n once again i duno whu to find.. i feel so much like slashing myself.. but i jus start to pinch myself.. try to call darling bk n his hp is off.. guess he is busy with training.. i duno which girl i can find.. so ended up i find jx again.. n he teach me hw to relax.. n indeed it does help.. i fall aslp bk.. thanks jx..
today will nt b a gd day.. cox all the staff r nt gd.. n i duno much ting.. hai.. sure gana criticize.. ppl.. if u free can let me find u.. tell me k? i guess today i will break down.. very worst hai..
another few more days darling comin out.. i realli miss u darling..
* oINkz * ---- Wednesday, June 24, 2009 6:26 PM
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