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waking up.. feeling tense.. n darling din msg me in the morning.. telling myself he must hav been overslp n rush for tings.. well .. hope at night he will contact me.. if he can..wishing my darling wun start smoking in the camp.. but will my wish come true? hmm.. i noe its hard to believe he will nt .. haiiiiiii... "social smoker" is wad he mean.. waking up feeling tense n worried.. wanted to cry but i told myself... i alr promise darling must try nt to cry n b happy.. so thr i m nw tryin.. i din realli cry today wor.. i hold back my tears n find tings to occupy myself.. been finding ppl go out past few days.. so tt today i off i will b less tense.. well it indeed help a little.. cox slightly easier to control my mood n feeling today... ltr late evening gg out wif fad they all to buy evon present.. hmmm.. at 5 pm.. wondering can i survive by myself till tt time alone!.. i shall try!.. darlings is bookin out on the 28th if nth went wrong.. but well i m working on the afternoon shift on the 28th.. hai..but nvm de following day i on course .. at least can mit n go out for dinner.. den de following day i work morning.. n he has to book in too haiiii.. book out also mit awhile.. well at least better den nth..been so tired recently tt jus yest.. i nearly get knock by car 3 times.. twice when i go n come bk frm lunch.. n once at night.. duno is i m tinkin bout tings.. i m staring blindly or i m jus too tired..
counting down to 28th even though i cant mit him much.. 9 more days to go..i miss u darling... struggling to control herself.. thanks ppl =)
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, June 18, 2009 6:50 PM
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<-- WelComE tO yAng n 