staring at the com.. duno wad to do.. got no mood to do anytings..
wanted to study but all i feel is moodiness and tiredness..
wanted to study.. but i cant concentrate.. i knew tis wld happen.. i noe wad is gg to happen tmr will affect my study..
darling gg tekong along.. i wanna acc him.. but i working afternoon.. hai.. tinking of taking MC.. faking MC so tt i gt time to study n acc him go.. but tink twice i shall jus go to work.. i hate the feeling of leaving..
i wish i fall sick.. too sick to even go to work.. better is fever.. i realli wish i m having..
tmr work afternoon.. wed exam.. planning nt to slp tmr after work to study.. well but i noe i cant make it.. even din study also 4 hr of slp.. study,.. no nid slp.. hai..
feeling loneliness.. all i feel like doin nw is to close myself in the rm .. n cry.. i realised i realli cant stay at hm .. my tinking went wild.. i feel so scared n lost.. but at the same time.. even though i wanna mit my friend go out.. but i m sick of the ans i get everytime i ask which make me disappointed.. so nw cheryl decide to lock herself at hm .. no matter hw worst she is feeling.. unless ppl ask her out.. tis wk she having her off on mon n fri..
i wish one day i couldnt take all tis n go into depression.. to the extend tt gg IMH.. so tt i can use tis excuse to change my ward..
i m realli nt feeling ok..
*gone*
missya my darling....
* oINkz * ---- Monday, June 15, 2009 8:06 AM
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