afternoon shift today.. hai..
once again .. waking up i jus dun feel gd.. n i m realli tired.. i realli wan to slp but i jus cant..
alot of thoughts alot of tings.. i tried nt to tink n slp back.. but its jus so hard..
16th jun comin.. n darling gg army.. i guess i m jus scared of alone.. n i duno whu to find to talk when i wan someone to talk.. i scared when i m alone my mind will wonder even more..
i realli duno whu to find.. i jus feel so lost..
i guess its realli time i should c a doc soon.. its back.. n it realli is..
i realli duno whu i can find.. to talk n to go out..
i realli nid slp..
* oINkz * ---- Tuesday, June 09, 2009 6:00 PM