hai i jus hate my parent for now.. alway assuming tings.. whu r bad whu r gd i can differientate..
have u all realli tink hw i m feeling now.. even if i cry even if i dun look happy.. u all jus tink tt its my friends whu make me unhappy.. but its nt .. they r de one tt make me happy.. esp darling.. he alway keep me acc.. even in early morning i wake up crying.. even my friends noe hw i m feeling.. but none of u bother to even tink for me.. noe wad i wan ..
i tink my illness is realli bk.. i hate to live in tis world.. it jus a matter of hw long i can control those thoughts..
cryin now.. cox of wad my dad hav said.. assuming ting..
i realli hate living..
i miss my friends.. my darling..
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, May 21, 2009 6:38 PM
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