cheryl hate working.. she hate de ward she is in nw.. she hav the phobia of gg to work everyday.. tt she wan to cry.. she feel so lost in her ward she duno wad to do.. whr all her friends tt came in wif her knew almost everyting.. even the foreigner.. cox she used to work in oncology ward when she is in malaysia.. i m majiam a lost ghost everyday in the ward.. n cing every one busy but n sometime i jus had nth to do...
no one to talk to.. seem like gana ignore by everyone.. no one teach her hw to do tings.. n she duno almost all of the ting.. n ppl giv her tt attitude tt i m lousy cox i duno anyting .. even tt i pass out alr..
she was so tired.. but yet she cant slp well at all.. her work keep generating in her mind .. tt she wake up crying n feel realli scared.. n so thr she go n find her darling.. thanks for acc me chat .. but till nw i still feel scared.. i m still crying.. cox next wk start shift work n fad is alway nt the same shift as me..
i can feel tt my illness is comin bk.. tried to calm dwn but its so hard...
it giv me a feeling i dun feel like living anymore... i m feeling so scared..
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, May 16, 2009 7:04 PM
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