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weee.. cheryl is back in her blog~~ she like MIA frm her human world haha cox she is busy wif mitting her friends n of cox her darling.. n cox of tis.. her face at hm wasnt even more den 5hr each day.. most of the time when she is bk hm .. her parent r slping!..haha i guess its onli sun tt they will c my face.. >.< .. oh well mother day is comin!!.. wad shall i buy? hmmm.. hai.. gg bk to ward next week.. n tis mean my lecture is ending tmr!!~~.. awww.. i hope i dun go bk to ward.. stress.. n IV pharmocology exam on 17th june.. may god bless me.. i sux at drug.. n now hav to memorise all those action tt each individual drug cum muz calculated de dosage!. i haven been study math for 3 yrs alr!.. n thr is over 30 drug!.. n tis 30 drug is nt my ward stock n i still hav to memorise those drug in my ward!.. awww.. cracking my brain.. n tts onli the theory part.. still hav the pratical part!!~~.. hwhwhw m i suppose to memorise all tt in.. haiiiiiiii... action of drug.. calculation of drug dosage.. how to dilute those IV drug.. argz.. n tt wasnt de worse! still muz go for IV cannulation n blood taking course.. oh well.. n if for the next few mth i throw my temper to anyone.. say sry first!.. cox i get damn easy irritated n piss off when i m stress n tired..17th june.. hai.. i jus hate june.. darling wasnt thr for me anymore cox he is gg army at 13th ..hai.. i sudd feel like sayin someting.. KINKI WONG.. i realli duno wad intention u hav.. or do u realli hav intention.. everytime u either contact one of them.. i feel scared.. i m scared nt cox of u.. but is wad u r gg to do.. hai .. everytime when thr is news tt u r contacting both of them i will b like standing by.. hai.. although he said tt its nt ur fault tt they 2 quarrel but to me it is!.. if u hasnt appear.. if its nt cox of all those ting u done.. they wun even hav quarrel.. haha saying one words n doin the other.. sayin ppl irresponsiblr wadever shit n yet still glue to ppl.. sayin lots of ting n yet ur action doesnt prove wad u r doin.. if u doesnt appear in my life.. my life nw is peaceful.. i wldnt have to worry much.. i wldnt have to keep tinking of other ppl feeling.. i wldnt b afraid of hurting one another.. u r disrupting my life!.. n seriously u better pray hard tt u dun appear in front of me.. i wun even look at u.. i hav no rights to stop my friends from contacting u.. but i feel scared whenever u contact them.. cox i feel realli worn out.. tt i realli cant take anymore of those attack.. but yet i still wan to noe if she ever contact the 2 of u.. cox i dun wan the hatred btw u 2 to worsen.. its alr very worst now.. n i m realli tired.. cf.. u said tt if she ever bully me u gg beat her up right.. hee. gogogo!.. nah jus kiddin* its nt worth to beat this kind of girl n go to jail wahahha.. nt worth it.. she is jus a bitch.. nono .. a slut? nono a cunning women.. hmmm... darling.. i noe tt u r realli tryin to giv in .. n try to make ting btw u 2 better jus to let me feel better but i noe it wasnt ur fault n it wasnt anyone fault.. no matter hw hard u try its useless.. i noe tt.. thank.. n to u.. no matter wad ppl say to affect me .. i still giv tt last chance to blieve in u.. i blieve in u nt doin any stunt to seperate us.. cox u r nt like her.. n i blieve tt it nid times.. cox i've been through it.. n i noe hw its feel.. i even noe tt derrick is nt feeling very gd bout it.. but he is giving in to me.. but still i willing to giv u tt last trust as a friend cox i noe u r nt tt bad afterall..sry darling i noe all this ting is making u unhappy.. i noe my blog tis time is bound to let ppl sad.. but tts wad i realli wan to say.. ppl say my mouth is bad.. n nw i wanna curse her to get sack n cant get any work permit n get kick bk to ur country!.. over my 21 yrs of live i nv hate anyone til tis extent.. nw u r the 1st..ending here.. byebye~~`
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, May 07, 2009 3:18 AM
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