waking up.. nt feeling reali gd.. ppl having mon blues.. i hav sun n mon blues..
been tinking alot for the past 2 days.. ting tt cant b say if i say it out.. trouble is gg to start again.. feeling jumble up..
alot of question poping up in my mind..
nightmare yest.. make me waking up on n off.. coughin like hell in the night.. i m soo tired.. nt gettin enough slp...
n today.. gg funeral .. n cfm till late night i guess.. tmr gg chu ping.. i jus dun like tt place..
n tmr .. work days start.. hai starting to feel stress n scared over it.. i pray tt i could go to a ward tt is nice.. n works = no mj.. no tai tai life.. no mitting of friends as often .. sniff.. i dun like the feeling of havin no contact wif friends.. n of cox ... work= tired to death.. n a bad temper cheryl..
feeling so lost n scared today .. jus feel like crying...
y so many trouble n tings comin .. haiii..
nvm tink of someting gd.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... cant tink of any.. haiiii...
guess today .. i jus wan to b left alone... nt being contactable.. nt gg MIA.. haha dun worry jus wan to b alone for today..
ltr b4 gg funeral.. ask papa fetch me go buy all those ting neccessary for tmr..
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, April 18, 2009 6:23 PM