guess this few days cheryl is realli breaking down.. so many many tings happening.. well.. whu r u.. wad kind of girl r u.. ? i duno.. n i dun wish to noe.. cox i dun even noe u.. n dun even wanna noe u.. well .. if i m realli so incorrect in my tinking.. sry then .. but 1 ting to say.. girls can b scary when they r realli up to no gd.. dun hav to care about my tinking.. cox it doesnt affect her at all.. i dun even noe her.. i onli care bout the 2 of ur friendship... cheryl is feeling piss n upset at the same time.. but its realli weird tt i m feeling more upset.. cing my friend like tis.. haha.. 6 yrs of friendship.. doesnt even compare to jus nt even a yr of friendship.. whu to trust n whu nt to .. depend on u.. ppl thoughts n tinking can influence their emotion.. their attitude or even impression.. towards someone.. it realli depend u wan to look tings at wad view.. for me.. i can choose nt to b friend wif u.. after all those ting tt u done to me.. though some might b my fault.. but i choose to nt tink in tt way.. i choose to still accept u as a friend.. i choose nt to blame... if one day both of u wanna quarrel jus go ahead.. i wun care anymore.. cox no matter hw u 2 quarrel.. i m still both of ur friend..well let me update wad is this 2 days.. yest mit up wif derrick in the beginning den my poly friend.. well .. kind of enjoyin i guess.. crapping wif my friends as usual.. .n today.. bring mao mao to vet in the morning for her annual jab!.. haha.. she weight 6. someting kg ok.. so she is nt tt heavy lo still.. n i m so glad tt my darling is so brave!! she like majiam nth happen.. when de vet jab her.. clap for my darling*****... den went to buy shoes n toothbrush n paste for her.. guess wad.. jus 1 morning i spend 110 on her.. haii broke in process... den went town wif my parent shop shop!!.. wahahha..my decision r make.. even though i noe ppl r nt supportive.. n ppl r tryin to get into the way. but i jus duno y .. i dun even gana affected by it.. nt a single little bit.. tink for wks.. n finally i came to my decsion.. i jus duno y i m nt affected when ppl is getting into my way.. perhap i c changes in him.. if wad he told me is real.. it still hard for me to put 100% trust in any1..
girlsss (jvg..haha short cut).. above mention is nt u all haha.. so dun misunderstand me ..
hmm.. plz dun make me break down anymore.. cox i m feeling kinda stress.. i reali dunwan my illness to come bk.. i duno hw long i can still take it.. work is comin soon too haiii...
if i can make a wish.. no mater hw many wish i can make.. i onli wan to live a happy life... with nth to trouble.. nth to worry.. laughin wif all my friends.. being tgt wif them.. n i realli hate to b in btw.. i seriously jus wan a happy life.. but seem like happy is alway sooo far away frm me.. whenever one ting is solve.. another ting come..
* oINkz * ---- Sunday, April 05, 2009 4:20 AM
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