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Well back frm my class gathering which is super duper pathetic plz.. nice can say is class gathering.. haha.. cox onli 8 ppl turn up overall.. n 4 of them .. which is US... alway mit lo... dots.. if i noe earlier i will tink twice whether wan turn up nt haha.. i was so hoping to c them.. but turn up.. diaoooooooo.. well in the afternoon went to mit derrick awhile.. haha intially might b mitting jl they all.. but then my friend tell me the time after i went to slp.. haha.. soooooo slow... so went his hse watch saw 3.. ewwwww... but quite nice.. ^^... den online chat wif guan.. I HELP GUAN TO PINCH HIS FATS... i jus love pinching ppl fats.. opps... so mit up wif my friend after tt for dinner.. pizza hut.. hha.. sian... YAO QI Y U DIN COME.. can entertain me ma... i miss ur entertaining... hahaz.. yao qi is my classmate whu i alway make fun of.. i jus love to ka jiao him.. sad tt he cant make it last min.. but nvm u said u gg to organise another one next wk wor... haha... better b!..well.. feeling kinda moody nw.. alot of tings went through my head.. alot alot.. i was at the edges of stepping out.. nearly.. nearly.. but tings jus went through my head for tt few sec.. n i step bk again... i m scared.. i duno i can take it nt if i was to being hurt again.. i m so scared of being hurt again... cox tt prev one hurt me so much.. tt i realli find it hard to trust.. everyting tt a person say.. make me tink twice.. is tt wad u realli will do in future? .. will it be the same as hw tings was said it to me ..in future time? nv used the words "alway" to me .. esp nv say "love u always" cox i realli dun blieve in this words.. nth is always.. u will nv noe wad will happen in the future.. i realli dun like this words.. nth is always.. unless it realli happen.. i m scared if i m to fall in love too much again.. i will be too rely on ppl.. n i realli dun wan.. cox the more rely i was.. the more hurt i will get if tings happen.. cheryl is feeling scared now.. cox she start to recall the past.. wad was done.. n those words tt was said to her.. hw hurtful it is.. she feel scared.. as she tink.. tears jus drip cox she is scared... she dun blame him.. nor love him anymore.. she jus wan everyting in peace.. its jus a matter of hw long.. n hw brave it is.. for me to step out of my phobia.. whether i love is one ting.. the most impt ting is.. hw much trust can i giv again? n hw? to overcome tt phobia in me...
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, March 28, 2009 7:14 AM
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