today cheryl is feeling emo..
after so long.. her tears drip now again.. haha feeling scared all of a sudden.. i dun wan my illness to come bk..
stupid mother.. for wad hell sudd mention him sia.. ask me he got gf liao is it.. wad wad wad.. tink she noe it cox my sis tell her.. since u noe den stop asking la.. it make me so irritated.. cox tts is long ago the ting liao.. so jus stop asking..
duno she no brain or wad.. alway speak sensitive ting.. hai ... i dun love him anymore n i m happy wif my life nw.. i m happy wif the accompany of my friends.. so jus stop talkin n askin me bout his stuff.. he wif tt girl or nt .. it realli dun bother me.. cox i dun wanna care.. i m realli happy wif life nw..
cox of wad u mention.. make me tink of the past .. n i feel hurt.. i jus feel scared all of a sudd..
went to von hse today.. u all alway say me go out.. i dun even intend to go out.. but cox of my mum.. make me dun feel like stayin hm.. so thr i went.. n tt little moment wif them realli did make me laugh.. but tings return when i m alone..
haha.. like or dun like? does it matter nw? even if i like so wad ? cox i dun even dare to step out.. i m scared of being hurt.. i m scared the friendship will b worsen.. nt onli btw us.. but wif other friens among us.. i m scared tt my love isnt real..
i realli dun love him anymore.. so mum realli jus being so KPO.. i like my life this way nw.. n we r friends tt all okiee.. jus stop being so kpo.. n be more sensitive to ppl's feeling..
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, March 26, 2009 5:14 AM
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