read through the prev blog if u were here cox theres some part of ting i wanna say to u.. plz.. onli msg me onli if u realli concern about me.. frm ur heart.. n nt cox its part of ur responsibilities it make me like this.. n nt cox of guilt..
cheryl jump up frm her slp.. she feel scared n lost .. like hw she felt sometime when she was in her poly life.. n nw she feel sense of loneliness.. wake up n her dog wad waving her tail wanting to play wif her.. but she feel sudd fear .. she push her dog away.. wad worst she has to force herself to walk the dog every morning..
after taking her medication .. she sudd lost control.. feel irritated.. feel scared.. feel agitated when he mum talk loudly at her.. keep asking her ting.. or when she heard her sis n her mum shouted, arguing at each other.. she feel her heart pumping.. she feel scared.. she duno y.. is it cox of her illness or her medication.. she feel so torture.. she realli scared .. she is scared.. she cant control.. she cant stand the fear she has been having.. n lead her to do someting stupid..
effect of the medication.. haha one of it is to increase the risk of sucidal thinking... well.. i hope i wun get effect.. but i realli find it torturing..
xl say.. although all those symptoms u hav it when u r stress.. they dont realli affect u.. but its only when someting realli make u broke down.. tts when all this ting become worst.. n i guess i noe wad make all this worst..
haven eatr med yet... cox i dun hav the appetite to eat.. n de medicataion nid to b eaten after meal.. whu.. whu can help me become okie.. so i dun nid a pSychiatrist i dun nid the medication
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, February 05, 2009 4:46 PM
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