cheryl is crying nw.. nt cox of the matter... but she feel scared..
she realli hate the method n feeling she hav each time she wake up.. whu understand hw suffering she is..
she wld wake up in shock.. everytime at 5+ 6+ 7+..no matter hw late she slp.. whenever she wake up she is ver tired.. she wan to slp bk.. but its so difficuit.. she find it so diff to breathe.. she breathe in n out like wad si say but it doesnt help.. she will roll about in her bed.. tryin to get some slp.. but she feel so tense.. like someone is holding her dwn tt she cant breathe.. everytime she woke up she wanna find someone to talk to calm her dwn .. she feel so tense.. she hate herself for behavin like tt.. being a nuisence for everyone.. she is tired she wanna slp.. but she fear the feeling of waking up each time.. the feeling .. tt scary feeling.. n so she ended up waking up at 5+ 6+ 7+ cox she totally cant slp.. n she wld stare into space in her living rm.. to calm herself dwn frm tt scary feeling..
she realli find herself so crazy..
si gg work le.. ppl free plz find me out.. i guess without her.. i find it even hard to calm myself dwn each morning
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