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cheryl's 2nd posting for the day.. she is wondering whether she will hav a 3rd posting at night? cheryl is breakin down again.. she feel crazy.. she duno whu to talk to .. everyting is driving her crazy.. cheryl jus wan to go oversea.. n when my stupid mum heard that derrick is the onli guy.. she said.. 1 guy wif all girls.. muz b bu shan bu shi.. u dun b so stupid gana cheat by other guy also duno.. YA CHERYL IS STUPID CHERYL IS STUPID .. SHE IS CHEATED BY OTHER GUY BUT TT GUY IS NT DERRICK TAY IS CHUA JUN XIAN!!!!!... i realli feel like shouting at her n say.. ya cheated.. but nt by derrick.. we break nt cox of derrick is cox he like another girl.. cheated? YA I M BUT ITS NT DERRICK!.. i was at the edge of shouting it out.. but i control myself.. cheryl feel like cutting herself now again... she control.. she feel like cutting it right at the wrist.. ppl driving her crazy.. she feel so agitated right now.. she jus feel like cutting herself.. she like to c blood streaming down.. but she control.. all thanks to u.. my life is ruin.. in ur eyes i'm jus a pest.. a stupid pest which u said u care.. but i jus dun feel any.. words tt were say to hurt me is gg through my mind nw... i realli feel like cutting myself now.. the time nw is 137.. its still long way to night.. cheryl duno she can control nt... let me tell u stupid mother.. if it wasnt derrick whu is alway thr to cheer me up.. i wld b dead by now.. my hand will b more than jus 3 cuts.. i noe whu is the gd one ... i dun nid u to tell me.. i got eyes to c .. cheated? ya i was.. so dun bother to care for me whether i will b cheated again.. cox i alr did.. *staring at the 3 scar in her hand.. cheryl feel like adding some more to it.. she is at the edge of doin it.. n all thanks to her mum which make her feel agitated*
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, February 28, 2009 9:29 PM
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