cheryl jus reali hope tt she wld die in genting.. but tts hope.. she wun kill herself.. she jus hope she will get into accident n die thr..
ppl jus bring cheryl now to c a doc.. she hav a strong will of wanting to kill herself nw.. she tinkin of death.. she no longer wanna find motivation anymore.. no one even bother to hear her patiently n try to understand..
i jus dun wan to find anyone to talk bout my feeling anymore..nt even jx..nt even derrick i jus wan to b alone.. in my rm.. cryin... death is recurring in my mind.. i feel torture..
my motivation for this wk is all ruin.. n sry for nt keepin my promise to b guai.. i try i try realli hard but no one wanna realli hear me talk patiently except jialing n derrick...
lookin forward to tmr.. lookin forward to an accident tt wld kill me in genting..
* oINkz * ---- Monday, February 16, 2009 4:32 PM