cheryl has so much feeling.. so much feeling to say.. but she duno whu she can talk to.. whu she can confide in.. she is feeling torture.. she realli feel like dying.. she been tinkin alot today.. alot alot of tings.. the past.. n wad happen recently.. whu understand her? but nvm.. she got no motivation for her own life now..

haha can u guess wad cheryl told jialing today when she called me? " i realli dun feel like gg out today".. haha.. imagine this kind of word realli will come out of cheryl mouth.. bcox i realli dun wish to b in contact wif any1 today.. if its isnt jialing insisting tt she wanna come my hse to c mao.. i wun even step out at all.. i feel so break down since yest.. all the tings tt happen.. i dun wan to explain anymore ting.. i m tired..

cheryl regretted alot of ting she has done or she shld say hav given .. she been tinkin so much today..

n to u.. i m so sry.. from now on i wun even fan u anymore.. care is wad u say.. but i dun feel de real care .. de real real care frm u at all.. i wun fan u anymore.. sry..

cheryl is feeling so heartbroken.. she is feeling so lost.. she is tinkin alot.. she duno hw to motivated herself to live anymore.. she realli feel it so hard to control her feeling.. cheryl nw is nt scared to b alone.. cox she wanna b alone for nw... she wanted to lock herself.. she is feeling very down..

thanks jialing for insisting me to go out.. n somehow i tried to smile.. n thanks derrick.. even for tt little while u mit me alway tryin to fight wif me to make me laugh.. n of cox thanks derrick for the medicine u bought for me... cox scared tt i will hav motion sickness.. n even bought me panadol.. tts very sweet of u..

thanks guan.. wei he .. n yo.. n von..n surprisely even kok cai..for wishing me tt i enjoy my trip..

haha enjoy? i hope i will if tt idiot stop showing off her bf to everyone.. as in dun keep sayin it over n over again..

as for sat.. i dun care anymore bcox its no longer a motivation.. sry mao if i hai u cant go beach .. cheryl is realli tired n breaking down..

i'm feeling disappointed.. n realli thanks derrick .. u r so sweet.. n a realli gd friend...

* oINkz * ---- Tuesday, February 17, 2009 6:09 AM




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