cheryl feel so naive to actually tink tt some ppl realli care for her..
can forget bout yest blog..
she is feeling realli moody.. she is feeling realli down.. ppl tot might be due to tt she din take her med.. it might b .. it might b nt.. tings make her feel down.. she clearly c hw someone change..
she is feeling lonely.. but she wanted to b alone for now..
she is tinkin aboutt those foolish ting tt she could do.. all she want to do now is to slp.. slp without waking up..
she is cryin now.. n hope tt someone is here to lend her a shoulder to cry.. to giv her a hug.. but she duno find whu..
she feel lost.. she duno wad she's doin.. realli is it cox i din take the med?
she's been tinking.. ya.. u said u care.. u realli care but inside ur heart i m jus a fucking idiot whu giv u trouble whu keep disturbing u.. care??? all those r jus bull shit.. i guess whether i m happy.. whether i m sad.. whether i m alive or dead u dun even bother..
fine..i wun disturb u .. for nw.. cheryl is gone frm the world this few days..
derrick.. whr r u to cheer cheryl up? she is scared she is tinkin of foolish ting..
cheryl is lookin forward to sat.. even if derrick were to ps her.. might b tai gong will cheer her up?? ...
cheryl jus cant help tinkin of d****... but she will survive till sat.. cox might b tt day she will b happier?? .. tai gong u said u dote on this tai sun right.. cheer me up.. i realli nid someone to make me smile...
cheryl wan to drink.....
* oINkz * ---- Wednesday, February 25, 2009 4:48 PM