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cheryl decided to go MIA tmr.. n perhap fri too? she is feeling so down she dun wish to be contact by any1.. she is feeling very down.. she cried today again b4 mitting up wif jialing.. n she tried to control her tears.. n frm nw onward.. cheryl will b gone MIA.. on fri she will still contact jingyi tai gong n derrick cox she mitting them on sat.. she quite lookin forward to sat.. cox she will b cing tai gong n also k box wif derrick!!~~.. she duno wad she will b tinkin tmr she duno wad she will do tmr.. but she is realli feeling down.. within this 1 mth.. she noe whu r the ppl whu realli care for her.. whu realli did care from her deep inside their heart.. she wanna say thanks to all of her friends.. whu r thr for her when she feeling down.. tried to acc cheryl when they r free..esp derrick.. whu will ans my call n b thr for me when i m feeling extremely down.. no matter whether he is slping.. or wadever.. he will pick the call n chat wif me.. mit me when i m feeling down n cheer me up wif his stupid crap.. telling me those tings tt i duno.. which he tink will make me feel better.. listening to wadever i was sayin.. even those foolish stupid ting i done.. esp she rem.. when she was having her attachment.. she sudd break down.. she went n hide in a rm n call him.. she keep calling n caling n calling though he was slping.. till he ans..n he did ans.. he din scold her for waking him up..n even tried to cheer her up.. thanks u r a realli great friend..n to derrick.. i noe u come here n peep at my blog.. dun tink i m tt stupid hor.. u too.. cheer up k? dun feel lonely.. u can alway ask me out.. u can also come find me when u r feeling down.. i noe sometime ur happiness is jus fake out too.. n please.. did quit smoking.. i said tt is cox i concern as a friend.. i saw hw ppl suffer from cancer when i m working in the hospital.. i noe hw suffering tt is.. i c hw ppl suffer.. hw painful.. i dun wan my friends to suffer like tt in the future.. esp those close one.. so please try n quit k?.. n ya.. like wad ur blog say.. lead a normal life.. dun alway go drinking too.. (though i guess i myself is addicted but i will control).. n to u.. i realli DID NOT shout today.. sry if i sound like..cheryl is reali glad to hav all her friends wif her.. after all those ting.. she find tt.. friends r the one whu realli did care for her..when things happen.. from deep down inside their heart.. thanks ppl...afterall.. friends r still the one whu u can giv some trust too.. ppl character do change.. dun they??? frm gd to bad? or from bad to gd? .. she nw can c hw clearly a person character change.. n she told herself she onli will change to a better character n nt a worst one..cheryl feel hurt sudd for nw.. she still cant believe tt her trust has make her so heartbroken ... she regretted alot of ting she done.. she giv.. she hated to giv trust now.. no matter wad a person say... she will tink twice whther its real or its jus lies.. she felt hurt.. nth is even painful.. nth ... she realli wanna go oversea.. n get out of singapore.. she dun like it here.. derrick u said find one day go KL.. i wan go.. i realli wan go.. i realli hate here.. cheryl is cryin.. she i hurt.. thr she go... gone for a few days******************* she is feeling veri sad.. moody.. she is cryin but she duno whu to find...
* oINkz * ---- Wednesday, February 25, 2009 3:57 AM
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