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yest.. cheryl told herself.. SHE MUST BE STRONG!! CHERYL MUST TRY N BE STRONG.. THOUGH SHE CRY SOMETIME BUT CHERYL NID TO BE STRONG!.. n thr it is.. 1st say of cheryl wan be strong fail.. she miss him.. love him.. n nw cheryl told herself..!! CHERYL LET GO HE ISNT WORTH FOR U TO LOVE ANYMORE AFTER ALL TT WAS DONE .. hoping this false thought can make cheryl nt to miss... so thr cheryl is.. wanting to be strong nw!.. tryin to be strong! n muz nt avoid to face him!.. miss is miss .. love is love but still friends shld cont.. in cheryl logic.. there is no such ting as once a lover.. cannot be friends anymore!.. it jus a matter of hw long cheryl take to let go.. anyway.. yest is realli the 1st day tt cheryl realli laugh.. realli enjoy realli have fun deep inside her.. ever since tt day.. went wif si to giv someting but i stay at the bus stop n bought a wallet for myself.. found nth to do so me n si went to find derrick.. intially i broke down again cryin cox of a stupid sentence of words..but nevertheless stupid derrick make me laugh.. n thr we were beginning our fight.. WAATAAAAAAA.. though the fight was realli crazy.. n a real fight.. wif him tickle me cox i keep peeping at his sms.. n keep reading out ting.. n in order to fight bk I PULL HIS PANTS!..but of cox it din drop n i close my eye when pulling ok..but i lose.. as usual.. he is too strong for me.. n i tink si realli laugh like hell to c us fight...one day cheryl should go n try train her muscle up n fight against him!!!.. WATAAAA... i swear i m gg to win u 1 day!!.. till nw de onli ting cheryl noe hw to make herself happy is fight wif him.. but von dun worry.. i noe u r scared of someting.. but to me we r realli realli close friend.. tts hw we fight ever since we know each other.. n of cox if i sense something is realli wrong.. i will told him i realli treat him as friend.. but i tink he wont de la.. we r great buddy buddy... n i read alot of his msg lo.. hee.. "darrrdarrrr"... opps i tink he is gg kill me if he c this... n von realli thanks.. i noe u r tryin to scold me n make me wake up to face reality.. n to derrick.. as if he will ever come here.. realli thanks lots.. i noe u r tryin to accompany me.. make me forget n make me laugh.. i noe u r nt so stingy over ur pillow.. but jus to make me laugh.. u r reali a gd friend!!!.. n of cox si.. realli thanks i also noe u tryin to accompany me.. oning ur hp for 24hr jus for me to find u no matter wad time i sudd break down... i love u babe..n i noe guan is tryin to acc me ... by sudd keep appearing at ur gathering haha.. opps.. dun hit me..thanksn to jl i noe she wan to acc by askin me out for dinner but i forget y i cant.. oh ya i nid b hm for renunion on wed.. tts y.. thanks lots...
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, January 31, 2009 4:59 PM
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