i m so stupid sososo stupid the stupiest grl in this world.. after all tt was done after all tt was hurt.. i still hope for the return.. still hope to be dote on.. still wish for everyting tt happen in the past but i noe it wasnt possible. i'm jus stupid..
sometime i jus wish to bang my head on the wall n make myself forget... easier way of forgeting ting..
zhiwei call me tis morning n told me of a job.. wrapping flower for valentine day.. i nearly broke down.. cox this yr i will be alone.. ya flower.. true he will giv but nw to the other one.. i sure he will.. i noe too well.. but i told myself i should work to occupy my time n i shldnt avoid cing any of those ting again.. even places tt meant to be gd memory of me.. make me sad each time i c.. but i told myself i shldnt avoid.. but its so hard..
i duno hw to say out to my parent cox they sure tink is his fault.. n i dun wan .. my stomach hurt nw.. i guess i m too depress n stress up again.. it sososo pain...
* oINkz * ---- Friday, January 30, 2009 5:39 PM
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