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eyes swollen now.. been cryin till de time i doze off to my slp.. called dar n she manage to cheer me up a little.. thanks dar... chattin wif her alway make me happier... but after we hung up those tears jus came back...those words were so hurtful tt it pierce my heart so deeply... so pain...promise make r jus meant to b broke.. they r jus false hope given... they arent real... they r jus temporaily thr but they will b broken someday or others... i swear to myself i m nt gg to trust any more promiuses make me by anyone again... I SWEAR!i hate sch ... it always bring me stress... but now.. the beginning of this sem nt onli bring me stress but loneliness... i've nv feel so lonely bfore... it bring me words that stung my heart... no one to talk to me most of the night.. no one to go out wif me ... ive been alway lookin for ppl to go out to take my loneliness away.. n de ppl will always b si n jialing cox they r de onli one whu will b quite free for de time being... i wonder hw will i survive without them ... maybe its god tt wanted me to hav loneliness.. he wanted to be come straight hm everyday to study for my comin exam.. if its so.. i guess i shall abide to it.. or maybe gods wanted to tell me tt its de wrong choice i make... hw i wish..like jialing felt so.. live de world like tt.. but i noe i cant.. cox if i did so... dar will miss me lots.. hahan thanks dar for cheering me up... =)
* oINkz * ---- Friday, April 25, 2008 6:37 PM
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<-- WelComE tO yAng n 