my eyes hurt now... duno is it cry too much... its pain... tmr sch again... feel bored... it alway giv me a lonely feeling... hav to stay bk sch for pro.. wif poot working as usual... n thrs onli si n jl tt i can meet.. i duno wad to do without them.. haha they r jus great great friends... realli great n of cox friends r de greatest of all ... eyes hurt
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, April 26, 2008 7:50 PM
eyes swollen now.. been cryin till de time i doze off to my slp.. called dar n she manage to cheer me up a little.. thanks dar... chattin wif her alway make me happier... but after we hung up those tears jus came back...those words were so hurtful tt it pierce my heart so deeply... so pain...promise make r jus meant to b broke.. they r jus false hope given... they arent real... they r jus temporaily thr but they will b broken someday or others... i swear to myself i m nt gg to trust any more promiuses make me by anyone again... I SWEAR!i hate sch ... it always bring me stress... but now.. the beginning of this sem nt onli bring me stress but loneliness... i've nv feel so lonely bfore... it bring me words that stung my heart... no one to talk to me most of the night.. no one to go out wif me ... ive been alway lookin for ppl to go out to take my loneliness away.. n de ppl will always b si n jialing cox they r de onli one whu will b quite free for de time being... i wonder hw will i survive without them ... maybe its god tt wanted me to hav loneliness.. he wanted to be come straight hm everyday to study for my comin exam.. if its so.. i guess i shall abide to it.. or maybe gods wanted to tell me tt its de wrong choice i make... hw i wish..like jialing felt so.. live de world like tt.. but i noe i cant.. cox if i did so... dar will miss me lots.. hahan thanks dar for cheering me up... =)
* oINkz * ---- Friday, April 25, 2008 6:37 PM
hai jus feeling lonely somewhr n somehow i duno y... everyday other den project n project... nth else.. wan find ppl mit also hard... poot keep working... jus duno wad to do everyday .. aimlessly... jus spending my live like tt... moody.. feel like goin off de world haiz.... since so lonely n bored... almost every night no poot talk to me.. poot working... one wk mit 2 time... mit also short short.. cant go play.. life fills of project.. discussion n exam .. tons n tons of exam coming up..N I SIMPLY HATE MY SCH LUNCH BREAK..!!! duno which cher so stupid put almost everyone in de sch 12pm break.. n our sch got many new courses... hello sch is OVERCROWDED..stupid nyp argz... make me cant hav my lunch when i m damn hungry... got 3 area also no place SIT AT ALL...!!!!... WAD A DAMN SCH.. money face.. hai sch so small still hav more course... n all 12 pm break... argz... guess tmr i hav a hard time findin place for my lunch again awwww....
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, April 24, 2008 5:12 AM
awww sch... someting tt make my life so stress and crop up... wid currently 4 pro n more n more n tons of more coming up... 1 present in wk 4 1 in wk 7 1 in wk 8 and 1 in wk 11.. n MORE r comin up n have tut discussion whr we nid to present... my goddness.. guess my time of hanging out wif friends n relax will b tough.. i will miss my friends... esp poot.. wif poot working.. de time mitting him will b lesser tons n tons... when i'm free poot nt.. or either he free i hav pro to do.. i simply hate yr 3 life... n i hate next sem more! all attachment awwww
* oINkz * ---- Monday, April 21, 2008 5:37 AM
sch start le.. hai.. been feelin lonely since then .. poot workin.. hardly mit.. even mit he also complain of tired.. sad.. cox of him workin bahz.. n so tis wk i mit up wif si n jialing even more often n next wk is all full of pro n tut discussion i guess i cant mit them anymore.. feel even lonely then cox my life is full of pro.. n next sem all attachment... hai... n durin de last wk of holi mit up wif dar n jl more often... n went play mahjong... n tis wk i've been playin mahjong 3 time a wk.. on thurs i win 30c n on fri i win 1.80 arent i lucky tis few days haha... i hate sch.. it alway make me stress n nw yr 3 more worst wif more den 5 pro.. n tut discussion every wk... haiiii.. wonder when i will b free again
* oINkz * ---- Friday, April 18, 2008 5:44 PM
i'm feeling so moody nw.. hai.. k ba let me update ... on tues... went out wif poot.. finally a day poot can acc me... n went shoppin n poot bought me a $10buck shirt thanks..
on wed... initally mitting poot but duno whr to go n poot ish tired... so went out wif dar instead.. a veri last min decision.. at first dar suppose to go out wif her poly friend to kallang n i called her.. she was in de mrt n ended up she came over to mit me n thr we go loiter..
went to tampinese for 99c sushi n we make a fool of our selve thr.. but de sushi was quite nice.. den went shop ard tampinese mall for awhile den go to dar hse.. hee n take photo of us n mian mian n mehmeh
n today.. fri... went school buy books den went to dover to met dar.. first time go thr n i was so blur wif the mrt track.. duno wan alight at right or left side.. haha lucky dar called me.. den mit up wif jl ..
after eatin went play mahjong lo .. sian..
*chalet photo* 
moody moody me... cox of someting
* oINkz * ---- Friday, April 11, 2008 6:11 AM
finally bk frm chalet... 4 5 6 at chalet n got a bbq on de 6th .. n guess jl got a realli big sabo by us ... firstly is being spray .. den follow by smashing of cake.. n throwing into pool... haha it was fun.. n we of cox hav a hard time cleaning up de chalet... n sun.. best time for me.. got dig out by parent directly after chalet din even manage to go hm.. n loiter wif them till 7 wow best sia.. i was like half dead man... n today.. goin giv flyer wif si again.. lousy letter box... haha.... so tired... awaiting for photo to upload...
* oINkz * ---- Monday, April 07, 2008 8:17 AM
sian.. hai..finally i went to c de dental.. haha arent i brave? i m so damn scared of dental lahz... omg... cing dental to me was like cing ghost.. haha..n guess wad.. i got my upper wisdom tooth pluck out..I SHLDNT HAV C DE DENTAL N GOT MYSELF INTO TROUBLE... oh man... hai.. de dentist say tt my right upper wisdom tooth is grow out sharp and i hav to pluck it out.. as it scrap n mo till my gum got ulcer...if i dun pluck out.. it will b forever pain thr.. or after it heal.. it will come again... aww...n it cost 150buck man... jus plucking out one tooth n nw my tooth hurt abit.. haiz... hw m i gg to enjoy tmr chalet man..ltr mittin jialing to buy chalet ting.. n tmr is time for chalet..yeah!!~~... busy busy...
* oINkz * ---- Wednesday, April 02, 2008 8:59 PM
awwwww... de more i heard the song of my blog the more i fallen wif yang zhong wei more.. i tink his singing is realli damn nice .. and his live is even better!... i tink he is my next idol!!! ><... i simply like his singing.. nt his look heh heh... introducing my blog song.. "yang cong" heh... its nice ><..ok and today.. i went to work wif si... giving flyer .. haha into de mail box of houses.. heh started first at sembawang.. n wow i was lucky.. most of the mailbox is open.. and some hav big big hole so i can slot my flyer in.. heh heh.. arent i lucky? den after giving out 1500 in sembawang.. de time was still early... onli 1230 nei.. so i decided to roam to sengkang n giv... heh heh..n guess wad? i got so addicted to giving.. n si say i m siao.. haha.. no1 like to giv flyer except me..heh guess i m realli siao... its fun...! n got money earn somemore wor.. heh heh ...awwwwwwwwwww tmr i m gg to de dentist at 1015.. book appt.. hai... my godness.. god noe wad is gg to happen.. i m realli so freaking scared of dentist.. i hope he arent doin anyting to my teeth if nt i doubt i will enjoy my chalet... plz... DUN PLUCK MY TEETH OR DO ANYTING TO IT... sniffffff
* oINkz * ---- 8:12 AM
hoho... yest... mon went out wif von n jialing... we decided to roam to kallang leisure park n explore ourselve thr..
oh man i tell u DUN EVER EVEN TINK OF GG THR..precisely thr is NOTHING to shop.. except for a kbox which hardly any1 go which is de most interesting ting thr i guess.. so sry von n jialing hai u all cant sing k box all my mum fault lahz.. hai.. everyting also cant..
so after exploring tt boring shopping mall we went to bugis for some hongkong dessert n hav a nice chat hor von.. heh heh... ;)
some photo of de dessert...
von dessert.. erm to me i dun like almond so dun like heh.. n its veri thick... 
my dessert.. de ginger soup drink more will yucky but den i like de tang yuan >.< 
thick toast de 3 of us share.. its yummy .............................................................................
jialing mango pudding... yummmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....
* oINkz * ---- Tuesday, April 01, 2008 6:49 AM
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