I M FEELING SO BAD MOOD....!~~~

i m feeling so bad mood for whole of today.. morning till nw.. or i shall jus say yest..
tt specific few sentence make me feel so bad mood yest...

i onli wan tings wif surprise.. opening up nt noeing wads its inside... prices doesnt matter but wad i wanted was sincere n surprise.. even if its jus someting less than 10buck.. if it was tings tt i ask for.. i jus wishes for tt but it wun make me happy...

went out wif si jialing guan n von today.. i tot by going out wif them by joking with them .. i could b at least happy for tt moment.. but i wasnt.. all those smiling n joking was jus once i act out...

they went to sing k after tt... n hw i wish i can go.. but i noe even if i call my parent.. i couldnt go.. its onli scolding i recieve... if theres a time when i can go till late.. tts de time when i have fight real hard wif them to get it.. n its nt confirm tt i will win...

so there i went hm... be a guai baby.. nw i onli wan to go to countdwn for new yr.. i nv even did tt b4.. every yr i will b at bored.. facing de bored four walls...i admire those in tv where they r having fun.. n nw i hate to watch tt.. cox its make me even sad.. theres no one i can enjoy wif at hm.. i onli wan fun.. i onli wan crowd.. i onli wan de festival mood which i find its realli losing ever since i step in poly.. i feel tt festival isnt thr at all..

so i try my luck asking my parent.. my mother allow me to.. though she nv say it out but frm her tones i noe she allow.. but when i ask papa .. HE SCOLDED ME... my mood sank to even bottom.. i m alr so bad mood...

wads de use of living when i have no freedom at all.. everytime i m realli enjoying... they called me at 9+ askin me y haven come hm... so i guai guai come hm.. cant they jus let me realli enjoy..

i realli realli wanted to hav de festival mood in me.. which i haven feel it for a long long time



i m realli feeling so down... crying.. but wad can i do...

tmr gg out wif dar.. lookin forward to it.. if thr is ting i like.. i shall jus buy.. i m nt gg to ask for tings anymore...

* oINkz * ---- Thursday, December 27, 2007 8:17 AM




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