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I M FEELING SO BAD MOOD....!~~~i m feeling so bad mood for whole of today.. morning till nw.. or i shall jus say yest.. tt specific few sentence make me feel so bad mood yest...i onli wan tings wif surprise.. opening up nt noeing wads its inside... prices doesnt matter but wad i wanted was sincere n surprise.. even if its jus someting less than 10buck.. if it was tings tt i ask for.. i jus wishes for tt but it wun make me happy... went out wif si jialing guan n von today.. i tot by going out wif them by joking with them .. i could b at least happy for tt moment.. but i wasnt.. all those smiling n joking was jus once i act out... they went to sing k after tt... n hw i wish i can go.. but i noe even if i call my parent.. i couldnt go.. its onli scolding i recieve... if theres a time when i can go till late.. tts de time when i have fight real hard wif them to get it.. n its nt confirm tt i will win...so there i went hm... be a guai baby.. nw i onli wan to go to countdwn for new yr.. i nv even did tt b4.. every yr i will b at bored.. facing de bored four walls...i admire those in tv where they r having fun.. n nw i hate to watch tt.. cox its make me even sad.. theres no one i can enjoy wif at hm.. i onli wan fun.. i onli wan crowd.. i onli wan de festival mood which i find its realli losing ever since i step in poly.. i feel tt festival isnt thr at all.. so i try my luck asking my parent.. my mother allow me to.. though she nv say it out but frm her tones i noe she allow.. but when i ask papa .. HE SCOLDED ME... my mood sank to even bottom.. i m alr so bad mood... wads de use of living when i have no freedom at all.. everytime i m realli enjoying... they called me at 9+ askin me y haven come hm... so i guai guai come hm.. cant they jus let me realli enjoy..i realli realli wanted to hav de festival mood in me.. which i haven feel it for a long long timei m realli feeling so down... crying.. but wad can i do...tmr gg out wif dar.. lookin forward to it.. if thr is ting i like.. i shall jus buy.. i m nt gg to ask for tings anymore...
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, December 27, 2007 8:17 AM
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