if ppl ask me m i ok nt.. i can seriously say i'm nt... nt nt nt..
my lap is spoilt... everyting in my hse seem to b spoilt.. first is my heater.. den my fan den my com... den my printer.. den my tv.. nw is my lap.. AHHHH... its seems to b curse somehw..
i feel so scared.. i feel so lost.. i feel so lonely.. i nid someone to talk to me.. i duno wad to do.. i duno whr is de service centre.. i duno hw to bring my lap dwn .. i duno de no to call.. i duno everyting.. i'm scared...
mum nagging.. mum scolding.. yest me was all bonker.. i felt totally helpless.. someone scolding make me wear out.. din realli slp at all last night.. i feel so scared n thrs no one.. i find jialing n sry to make her shock ... after hanging up my call i cry my self to slp n fall aslp at 1pm.. but i wake up again at 5.. i feel so scared... i cry again to slp.. i'm scared.. i;m helpless.. i'm lost... my eyes r all red.. till nw i'm still feeling scared... whu can i find to lend me a sholder..
i nid someone...
anyway.. wanna say thanks to si n derrick for helpin me wif the lap.. but still it din work out.. n thanks jialing for acc me when i was so all bonker..
i jus wish i will disappear... i'm scared... lost.. bonker... the 1st time i feel so worn out...
* oINkz * ---- Monday, October 08, 2007 10:03 AM