today...

hai... early morning 10+ eat lunch.. LUNCH lei.. siao so early.. cox hav to go take photo for my sis graduation photo as well as full family photo... haha.. din even bother to make up.. cox i jus hate to make up.. spare me plz..

n then as my fridge keep hiding my eyes.. they spray tis spray on my hair.. yuck... i hate de feeling of tt.. n outcome of de photo ... onli a few little one is nice.. de rest.. my face look so fat..

hai den drop by at novena to walk walk.. hai sudd so big rain.. my new shoe! hump.. n went to velo? duno hw to spell or square 2.. haha thr got one can say restuant tt sell chicken rice one.. in a ball dun wish to say de restruant name..

well.. de food sux like hell man.. n gt hair in my rice lo..RESTRAUNT LEI... spend 50buck eat at a lousy chicken rice restruant .. dun ever ask me eat thr again.. kopi tiam de chicken rice nicer lo..

end her.. mnuackssssssss

what hav i do yest....

hee went out wif poot yest.. mit him at 2... yawn ... drop by at ps first n went for billard hurhur... haha... sort of nth to do lahz... haha..

den after tt... we walk walk walk all the way to bugis help jy c her heels.. n walk to national lib n borrow story bk.. hees.. grin*... i m sooooooooooo gui i read story bks lo.. >.<..

n den we walkwalkwalk to marina square.. our main targeted place.. jus tt we walk to diff places first.. den we ate swenson wif de voucher yoyo giv us.. haha onli 1 meal free la..so muz pay for another meal...

hee... den go suntec c someting... n thr.. my curving for donuts came again... hee.. finally buai tahan i Q n buy.. Q for oni 10min nei.. hee.. n thr i go BROKE again...

grin*... end here ba weeeeee

alright.. today heard a news.. n de news make me worried though.. muz b someting happen.. hai.. worried me but cant do anyting.. a close n true friend.. hmm.. jus friend haha..

n for today.. met up wif dar n jialing.. sad tt si n von hav sch today.. went to sch for my e learning.. stupid sch .. hai.. cant access frm hm.. make me rush to sch .. damn it.. wad kind of e learning.. so many log in problems.. den gt pro also cant find help ..

went to find weihe eat subway.. n so paiseh sia.. free food again.. haha..thanks so much wei he.. dun do tt again.. i noe u nid to pay de.. haha n den de 3 of us walk back frm bishan to amk under de hot sun.. wa seh... haha den jia hav to go off to meet her sis..

so thr me n gong go n play billard den go hm lo haha..

bored right..

feel like writing a story.. so thr i go... duno will b bored nt haha..

在末年末日的末一天。。。
一位正读高中的男孩在网上认识了一位女孩。。
男孩约了女孩出街。。。而渐渐的男孩爱上了这女孩。。
终于有一天。。男孩鼓起了勇气。。向女孩告白。。
就这样。。他们变成了一对恩爱的情女。。

一年后。。。女孩不知为何个性变了个样。。
她不让男孩跟除了她以外的女生说话做朋友。。
跟着也不让男孩和朋友联络。。

久而久之。。男孩的朋友一个个地离开了他。。
男孩舍么都不能做只好牵就女孩的任性霸道。。

终于有一天。。
男孩受不了了。。他慢慢的往屋子的顶楼爬。。
想着过去所发生的事。。
他寄了封sms 给女孩。。
“情爱的。。我走了。。不要想我。。我真得受不了了。。我会永远记得你爱着你。。”

就这样男孩往下跳。。
因为不能不能接受所面对的压力。。
结束了他的生命。。。

当女孩听到了这个消息。。很难过。。
后悔了她当初的任性和霸道。。。
她手里拿着和男孩的照片。。
流着泪。。

隔天早上。。
女孩的母亲发现女孩躺在床上。。
动也不动的。。

女孩应为难过了自杀了。。

hees.. finish my story tink abit lousy nei... haha byebye

I'm in a bad mood now..!~

someting make me bad mood.. jus feel like cryin.. i wish to b alone...

tt someone whu i could onli find veri veri late at night is no longer thr.. a veri close friend... realli duno whu i can find late at night le when i'm in a veri bad mood n cant slp...

hai... i jus hate her.. off my hp le... dun wish to b contact for de moment...

well today..

mit guan si n jialing... for tt veri little while.. veri veri little while... so din realli bother to ask other ppl cox we jus mit like for 3 hrs? went to ps play billard at ymca.. play 1 rd for bout 2 buck,.. n it was so embrassing n i wish i could dig a hole..

den went to marina square buy si wallet cox her friend gav her voucher for her bday.. den go hm le lo... boring right? but ok la...

shall end here ba... i'm tired... ~

alright de time nw is 1130pm.. mood for now = moody!

helping my mama c her shedule i c mine as well.. n .. it sux like hell ok... real sucky.. i m alone in my grp for my imh .. n i hate de feeling of alone esp attachment!

hell man... nw i m nt lookin forward to imh le ok!... fuck! ahhhhhh,...

shldnt hav c de shedule nw.. arg.. attachment so sucky!

the more i look at my blogskin de more i starting to fall in love wif it.. i jus deeply fall in love wif it.. wif dar mian n my yang..wee...












n today like all other mon off sch at 8pm sian manz.. mon blue n end so late.. clap clap fall me! today i onli fall aslp in class 5 min for de whole day.. been falli aslp at least more den 15min for de past few days.. clap clap for me...

yawn~...

i miss poot.. hardly can mit him.. nt even for lunch hai.... n sch end so late for him n me as well.. yawn~

hee.. i've change my skin.. n tts yang n mian~









ok i've to say sry guys.. lazy upload de photo le.. getting fed up wif arranging de photo.. hump i jus hate to upload photo... so sry.. so shall add 2... haha...

ending here..
weee...
hai i've been gettin tis feeling.. n it sux... duno y...

I HATE U! BITCH!

till nw i still hav tt hatred.. upon cing those photo... it make me more bad mood... cing U make me feel disgusted..

i still tinkin whether i shld blieve it nt.. if tts de truth its u i shld hate.. n nt tt b****... but i realli realli find it hard to blieve... no matter wad it is some of due to b****... ahh i jus feel like sayin out.. venting out my anger but i cant..

guess i m goin to lose a close friend.. maybe? .. hope it wun...

if ppl ask me i m ok nt.. I M NT.. due to tt hatred making me so pek chek n fed up.. i wish i can dig out tt person to noe more bout de truth... but guess its of no use...

sight of u make me puke i dun wanna c u anymore!.. i hate u .. u c..u fucking bitch!.. i never ever hate someone so much in my life.. n i wun call someone bitch.. unless i hate tt person so much... WAD U HAV DONE IN DE PAST OR MAYBE NW I WUN FORGIV...
GET OUT OF MY SIGH U FUCKIN BITCH!

hmm... first day of sch haha.. ok lo nt as moody as de past.. this time sch reopen tink i much more willing go sch den de past though still gt abit nt willing haha cox cannot slp late late.. but ok la..

jus tt lesson so bored... first day gana night class till 8pm... haha.. de sch so quiet at night.. yawn... n lect lect lect tut tut tut so bored.. i wan fall aslp....

ouchhhhh... my mouth having 2nd ulcer le.. n de 1st ulcer is growing up man (as in de size) super pain sia.. hai... kill me plz... haha... totally hard to eat ting.. imagine 2 ulcer at diff place.. both nid de place for chewing food cannot bite.. awwww..

heard frm friend put salt faster heal ok lo i go try .. wa lao eh de feelin super lo... damn pain i rather bang de wall n die.. haha. I RATHER BANG WALL...so pain ..
ouchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*.....

happy 22th mth anni!!!~

yest was me n poot de 22thmth anni!! was quite boring ... stupid rain lahz .. hump*... our plan is to go beach n cycle de lo.. den here come de rain spoilt everyting.. haiz.. n rotted in amk.. play arcade.. walkin rd n rd n rd.. wan go lib sit sit.. hai LIB CLOSE..forget public holi.. hai me walk in rain..

finalli 5+ le we go eat de porridge steamboat at amk.. yummy... it was niceeeeeeeeee.... but de service sux.. spoilt me n poot mood for eatin hump*

hee.. i lub my poot..


n today! papa mama bring me go orchard walk walk.. hee.. i bought a cadigan.. duno hw to spell =.=.. a tube to match it.. a T-shirt.. n a pair of shoe.. muahaha.. i jus simply lub de shoe.. fall in love at de sight of it... O.O

hee...

hai...

still quite annoy n agitated bout tt idiot.. well ... i telin u tis..! I LUB MY POOT.. N NT UR WHU! OK!!!... well guess i m gg to lose a gd friend? as long as tt fucker ish.........
hai cannot say.. i realli realli wish i can vent my anger .. i can say out.. but I CANNOT!

truth? is it hard to find? or shld i jus blieve wadever it say???

well .. yest was wh bday.. mit kinda late.. n we went to play pool.. haha.. poor wei he .. playin pool on his bday... well.. n de ppl was quite few.. 8 in total? n one was zhang lang bro... yupz.. n here i wish wei he..

happy 20th bday!~

n we help zhang lang celebrate his too.. n it was a surrpise for both of them .. muahaha..

as for today.. wei he they all went to my sch play bball so mit them lo.. haha.. n i was de onli girl wif 5 boy.. 3 ppl i duno one.. luckily poot comin.. hai books so heavy.. sch gonna start awww...

ok went play pool AGAIN!!!

kind of broke.. n i m irritated by someone.. n i duno i shld blieve it or nt.. its kind of unreasonable n unbelieveable.. if its a lie den she is a fucking bitch.. if its de truth den i gt nth to say.. but its realli kinda hard to blieve it..

its nt my fault anyway.. i m jus whu i m n i wun change my attitude.. or shld i say my crazy behaviour cox of some fuckin idiot.. yupz.. i m realli annoyed n irritated..

today ben lai is a happy dayz de.. jus bcox of a fuckin n unreasonable msg.. with duno whu de hell sending it.. tryin to blieve ..but its kinda hard.. IT SPOILT MY DAY..


everytime when i m happy.. tings tend to spoilt my day... wadever.. so unreasonabLE..

I DUN NID TO B ACCept by u cox u r nt whuever to me.. i try to b gd n normal toward u but u r forcing me to turn de other way!~


i jus feel like cryin.. y tings have to spoilt my mood everytime... i m alr tryin to make myself happyn in fact i m today but its spoilt again

yeah my lappy ok le...!!!

thanks to poot for helping me fix yest.. hope its ok forever..!~

muackssssssssss~

if ppl ask me m i ok nt.. i can seriously say i'm nt... nt nt nt..

my lap is spoilt... everyting in my hse seem to b spoilt.. first is my heater.. den my fan den my com... den my printer.. den my tv.. nw is my lap.. AHHHH... its seems to b curse somehw..

i feel so scared.. i feel so lost.. i feel so lonely.. i nid someone to talk to me.. i duno wad to do.. i duno whr is de service centre.. i duno hw to bring my lap dwn .. i duno de no to call.. i duno everyting.. i'm scared...

mum nagging.. mum scolding.. yest me was all bonker.. i felt totally helpless.. someone scolding make me wear out.. din realli slp at all last night.. i feel so scared n thrs no one.. i find jialing n sry to make her shock ... after hanging up my call i cry my self to slp n fall aslp at 1pm.. but i wake up again at 5.. i feel so scared... i cry again to slp.. i'm scared.. i;m helpless.. i'm lost... my eyes r all red.. till nw i'm still feeling scared... whu can i find to lend me a sholder..
i nid someone...

anyway.. wanna say thanks to si n derrick for helpin me wif the lap.. but still it din work out.. n thanks jialing for acc me when i was so all bonker..

i jus wish i will disappear... i'm scared... lost.. bonker... the 1st time i feel so worn out...

well.. for my day today ish simply bored.. someting in de afternoon make me cry for whole afternoon.. sot of bad mood.. but nw tink ok le bahz.. hai.. wad a bored day... sometime jus wish i hav more freedom..

haiz... quite moody n scared when i wake up.. guess its most likely due to de dreams n nightmare i hav de whole night.. been dreamin n dreamin everytime i wake up n doze off.. so irritated n tt make me dun wan slp anymore.. n i m tired still...

hai.. jus duno wad is happening to me... i doesnt seems to appear as wad i m wif a happy smile.. tots jus came to my head.. feelings.. i jus cant control my tots... hmm.. n i m tryin hard to buy myself happy... but wad can i?

singapore so boring.. haha.. dun ask me wad happen cox i duno.. i'm jus moody...

shall look forward to anyting fun to blog... yeah...

well tinkin wad shld i update... haha look like no one is droppin here.. nvm.. haha.. hmm...



tink i've been quite moody these few days... or shld i say during de whole of my holi..? duno y sia.. hai hav been easily irritated... hmmm.. n stress up for no reason? .. well.. duno.. tink i jus mind wad other tinks too much.. n tis morning.. i'm gettin moody again.. tink its coz of my dreams.. yeah...



ok wad hav i done for de past few days?... hmm... on sat went to gong hse for mahjong wif si von n jl.. ok... den after tt mit dar n yo for dinner.. we went to a cafe.. n de pasta sux... haha but i like de main course ^^... hmmm.... n it was den i realised DAR CUT AWAY HER LONG LONG HAIR... n it look like jls one haha...


n thats a photo of us.. on de bus...
shaky*












n on mon.. yest... went out wif poot first.. den pool wif wei he n wee kiat lo... den mit derrick n dawn for prata...which i'v been curving for weeks.. n somehw somewhr someting spoilt my appetite.. ppl whu noe me well will noe wad spoilt it.. yeah.. n its makin puke.. hw i wish i could go hm n dun eat de prata anymore...



hee...

nvm if no 1 come... cox.... duno lei...

WeLcome!~
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