well.. yest... hmm... go sentosa wif my poly friend.. shall say fun or nt fun?? ok lo quite fun.. n also quite bored.. n also quite tired wif smiling.. haha.. ppl shall noe y.. yeah... n i was quite moody.. haiz.. someone thr.. haha

ok... i notice ppl ard me r so depress..haha.. n i duno wad is happen.. some dun even noe anyting like for my hubby.. some i noe half half.. no beginning no ending... haha.. n some i dun even noe y...

like me.. feelin moody.. haha but me can dun care.. i everytime like tt... hahahahahahhaa...
-______-"
i'm crazy

feelin kinda moody...scared feelings comin bk again.. is someting gg happen? guess my depression mood is back again... hope its onli for de days

well let me post my 2nd blog for de day.. nvm bout de previous blog.. i'm jus sosososo bad mood.. by lots of stuff... n sry guan..

OK FINE I SO DAMN IRRITATED... HAPPY? NT ONLI U BUT ME.. HAPPY?? BEIN KIND DOESNT PAY SO PPL DUN B KIND.. IF U WAN TO B PLZ CHOOSE DE RIGHT PPL... I M TRYIN NT TO THROW MY TEMPER COX I NOE U R STRESS.. SO I JUS COMFORT BUT UR TONE SIMPLY MAKE ME IRRITATED..

but still i wun throw my temper cox i noe u r stress.. so nv take me for granted.. plus i m nt realli gd in comforting ppl ...

end here...

i'm in a veri bad mood.. seriously bad mood.. veri veri veri de bad mood.. disappointed.. irritated.. lonely.. alot alot of feelings.. nt make by 1 person but alot alot... irritated me... veri the irritated... veri de bad mood... worst mood of all ... bad mood..

AHHHH.... i jus feel like cryin... n i'm cryin...

early in de morning days is spoilt by alot alot of ppl


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

haizz... guess my coughing is becoming worst n worst each day.. esp at night.. de night before onli cough till cant slp... yest night is cough till breathless.. hump... n luckily yest night de med i drink is drowsy one.. so i can doze off quite early at 11+... haha..

n sry to guan.. cant chat wif u next time call me in de early night.. haha late night i will cough more n more..

yest went out wif poot to find von.. haha n her mooncake is sosososo nice. my god i gonna fall in love wif it...

hurhur... n thr we went to de beach.... heee...

mooncake festival is comin.. n i hope we can hav lot n lots of fun... guan come mahz.. animal also nid to rest... human nid to rest even more!

haiz.. hav been coughin till veri badly till i cant slp last night...whenever i close my eyes tots will come into my mind..sudd i feel so scared.. so i've been lookin for ppl to chat wif me.. thank jialing .. wei he n derrick... n sry derrick hai dao ni.. so sry... n chatted till 2+ n finally manage to slp at 3...

n still i wake up veri early in de morning... due to coughin to..

frm wad happen yest... wad i noe.. i told myself i hav to b independent... n frm tt veri moment... i decided to draw a circle to myself... n dun let any1 come in... except my whole world...


always when i'm happy... i also tried to b... supposingly ting make me sad.. tings tt happen.. words tt i've heard... i wan to b happy... de usual own me...

--- i'm tired... but de coughin prevent me frm slping ---

well .. today i wake up quite late.. 10+ haha.. a veri nan de time for me... hmm i was still tired still.. but nevertheless... i met wif my lao gong.. n went for sumo for lunch.... hee.. den we went to k pool as usual.. billard n pool .. n had lots of fun.. laughin till i cant aim any ball ...


hee it was den i notice i spend much too much money.. awwwww.... 14 buck... with jus few hrs... tink 4hrs? .. awwww... my money...

n here we take some stupid photo

















my god we look like couple...




















muackssss...

















haiz.. sometime i jus feel tt everyting seem to b my fault.. even its nt.. missing receipt but nt me... n lotz of other tings.. seems everyone is tinkin its my fault n nt theirs... ok i jus admit its all my fault... nt whu ever so.. i'm jus a bad bad person making alot of faults n mistake... ok.. so ppl happy?


------ i'm sososososo bad mood ----------

*curving for tt pig mooncake in a basket*

I HATE MY SIS .. I HATE MY SIS... I HATE MY SIS!!!!!!

hmm .. let me update for wad happen past few days...

well on tues.. i mit dar n jialing n headed to orchard for our shopping spreeeeeee... but ended we spent nth to buy clothes.. but all on food.. hee.. we ate long john for our lunch... den we started our spree... den halfway through all of us tired out.. n we headed to coffee bean for a drink n chit chat bout jialing wahhaha...

n den its gonna to dinner time.. si came over to mit us.. n we ate V8... in other name issss... V oi.. heeheheh... while waiting for si.. i bought a wallet for my mum pressie.. hmm... hee.. n thr go ours day.. n i spend 20buck or even more jus on food... hmmm...

sad tt si hav to work in de day.. von hav to work... if nt .. its gonna b a girls gathering...


well as for yest.. went over to poot hse.. n poot bring me to buy... DONUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...n we Q for half an hr.. thz poot for acc me buy donut! i've been craving for it for de past few days.. yum yum.. its so nice.. donut donut.. i still wan moreeeeeee... hee.. though its onli poot hse n donut.. i enjoy my day..


as for today.. i mit dar again!.. muahaha.. though onli go her hse.. n find wh .. shopping in tt bo liao centre.. its is still quite fun.. hee.. i c her sis wedding video wor... so sweet... n may her sis hav a chubby chubby baby! DAR REM TAKE PHOTO OF DE NEW BORN BABY...

ever since after gg to KK hospital.. i fallen in love wif babiesssssssssssssss.... dardar muz bring me go c de new baby wor @.@

I M SO IRRITATED.. U TOT WAD I M UR PRINTING MACHINE AH WA LAO .. LAZY ALSO GOT LIMIT DE OK.. U CAN JUS TAKE SOME OF THE TING FRM DRUG CARD INSTEAD OF JUS COPY N PASTE LO.. LAST MIN WORK I ALSO.. USE HAND WRITE.. U LEI.. KAOZ..

N MAKE ME PRINT 10PAGE.. WASTE MY PAPER N INK.. WAIT FINISH INK PAPER IS I BUY! MY SIS NV PRINT ANYTING SURE DUN WAN PAY DE..

early morning make me so irritated.. argz...

hai.. i'm sick.. seriously sick.. havin flu cough n fever i tink.. n tmr i have to drag myself for attachment.. cant take mc cox gg malaysia on sat.. hai.. my head hurt like hell ... damn hell.. hurt till i feel like cryin.. ltr gg c doc.. hai..

feelin down.. sick.. feeling seem to b faded away.. feel like being alone.. some feeling does nt seem to exist in me anymore.. i'm tired..

a feeling inside my heart .. i duno hw to say? is it sad? or wad.. i duno.. i'm confused.. as i've said.. a secret in my heart.. wonder whu can i speak to.. but i doubt none.. its better for me nt... feeling is hard to express in words.. some feelings to me seems to fade away..

well... yest went out wif my sec sch friend.. hmm.. suppose tt to me i m happy to c all my long time no c friend.. esp dar n von.. so long nv c them le... hmm.. but .. dun tink i'm realli happy when night comin.. acting to b one.. but i m realli happy to mit my friend..

hmm.. we take neopint.. n shop ard.. n times fly by so fast.. den we go hm lo... spend ard $18..wow i'm broke...

attachment come to an end as i hav said n i kinda miz de ppl thr.. de ppl...

my show last ep le.. sniff.. nth to do hm.. wanna go out but tink nvm ba... afternoon shld cry myself to slp haha.. tired...

I WAN GO OUT.................!!!

well... thr goes my last day at kk.. hmm.. i simply miss de nurses thr.. esp de EN.. n de baby thr.. n yest my last day also de last day of 1 of my cute little baby discharge.. well... days would b better if it isnt so bored thr n i wasnt wif someone.. hmm ...


hee.. n i manage to take some photo wif my cute little baby.. a twin..






tats my friend wif de younger bro..



















n tis is meeee.. wif de elder bro..ee..



















thats me n her =.= .. wif another baby..















well.. hmm .. thrs a secret in my heart ever since my attachment.. but i tink i shall nt say it out.. a secret alway in my heart..

kinda of feelin further n further away..

well next wk at SGH... wonder hw it would be like hmm....

hmm... tmr is my last day of attachment at kk n today my twin goin to b discharge i will miz them lot n lot.. hmm..

n i get to c alot of baby.. duno y cant load inside my com.. de photo.. sure post it after i load into my com.. hee

a tots has came into my mind..
is it... realli tt relationship is more impt den friendship n when ppl hav boyfriend or girlfriend they will tend to neglect their friends... hmm...

yipee its my last day at kk tmr.. awaiting.. it is so bored thr...

well let me update.. hmm..wad lei.. hmm okie.. my attachment is sosososos boring til i got seriously nth to do... oni to play wif baby tt hav parent ard n also c doc.. haha n thr is 2 veri handsome student doc.. though i alway say i saw handsomw doc.. but i still love my pootpoot de most.. i seriously hav nth much to do but jus to LOOK n TALK.. haha

hmm .. i look forward to holi so i can mit poot more.. n mit my friend.. esp dardar.. she hav alr promise me go shopping >.<

well have taken photo wif a veri cute baby in hospital but haven send to me yet.. when send le den post it up hee

WeLcome!~
enJoy uR sTAy hEre

* chEryL
* 09/09/1988

*lub...
-> dar...
-> all mY fRiendsssssssss...
-> yAngyaNg n mEh mEh

*haTE...
-> lIar
-> bAcksTabbEr

*... mY fRiEnd tO b hAppy ...*
*... MysElF tO bE happy ...*
*... gT alOt $ bUy ting ...*
*... reSult gdgd ...*

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