i'm feeling so bad mood.. realli so bad mood.. its nt de kind of angry but its sad.. realli sad..
tots in my head for days.. n someting make me realli burn out..
cried for de night till i fall aslp.. n till nw tears still drip nw.. eye swollen...
de first time feel like being alone.. when i'm sad.. de first time i dun wish to be contact.. but still i hope someone could make me laugh.. n thr is.. but onli wif jus tt little moment.. n someting else make me touch..
ltr gg to eat steamboat.. but i dun feel like.. but i noe i cant say i dun wan to go.. if nt doubt thr is ppl gg afterall.. i jus feel like being alone..
cryin tears drip down.. ive been so happy so lookin forward to it.. but its a disappointment..
nvm .. mitting jialing first.. hope she can brighten my days n make me laugh b4 i go eat..
but even if i laugh tt will be an act...
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, August 23, 2007 7:10 PM