well.. third day of attachment.. hai didnt manage to learn much ting n hav hand on.. WIF TT PERSON ARD.. duno y muz same room as her.. alway doin all de stuff n i nv even get to do it..

hey hello.. let ppl hav the chance to do ting.. n stop takin all de ting to do urself.. n STOP ORDERING PPL N TALK ABOUT PPL DOIN TING SLOW.. ITS HARD TO HANDLE KIDS U NOE! stop tinking u r alway perfect n doin EVERYTING... U R NT!!!!

ya right.. i forget wun hav de chance to bath a baby.. cox u r ard.. n when i say i wanna try u say u haven try b4 BUT U DID.. n u r alway pa ba pi.. u say u dun like tt kind of but did u ever come across tt U R ONE! i didnt mean to say it so mean but ever since de 1st atatchment wif u.. u make me realised tt.. N EVERY1 ELSE... FINE IF I NV LEARN ANYTING..! but i noe it will affect my mark..

wadever it is... i m so irritated wif u.. been throwing a black face yest morning bout hw u say bout xiao wei...JUS STOP TINKIN U R PERFECT IN ANYTING!

hai.. jus hope these 2 wk faster over so i wun b in de same shift wif her anymore for de 3rd wk..i noe its mean sayin like tt but i cant tolerate anymore.. nt jus onli me but almost EVERY1

yest went n watch the rat show wif my poot so long nv mit him.. but ended up fallin aslp at de beginning too tired.. hai..

i tink maybe some ppl will noe whu i m refering to whu in tis blog.. si ahz..poot.. maybe von?

hai............dun wish go for attachment.. CING HER!

haiz. attachment again..

2nd day.. didnt realli like thr it was kinda bored... hai..

n i hate it.. dun realli noe y.. everytime when it come to attachment.. i m alway sick.. last time cough.. n is gastric..

hai.. been vomiting n diarrhoea on sun night... till today still feel pain..

de worst of all is nid to go attach,ment n stand for 8 hr wif onli 1 hr of break.. hai.. i'm tired n sick...

tmr attachemnt sian.. awwwwww...


haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

im scared.. i I DUN WAN WAKE UP SSO EARLY

i'm still feeling bad mood.. i m lookin so forward to it n yet it was a disappointment.. i reali reali wan so much.. i realli realli hope so much.. but still de ans was a disappointment.. i dun wan look forward to someting nv again.. i ask u again u say can .. making me lookin more forward to it.. i'm jus acting happy yest...

hai sian mon going attachmemt at kk.. n i realise i hav phobia in thr.. tt hospital... for wad happen when i was young.. but when i tell u.. u said dun alway b like tis... so i dun bother to say much either..

still feeling sad n disappointed.. wad can i do..
jus stop sayin CAN when u alr ask ur friend..
de disappointment is even hurtful..
attachment on mon... SIAN~

i'm feeling so bad mood.. realli so bad mood.. its nt de kind of angry but its sad.. realli sad..

tots in my head for days.. n someting make me realli burn out..

cried for de night till i fall aslp.. n till nw tears still drip nw.. eye swollen...

de first time feel like being alone.. when i'm sad.. de first time i dun wish to be contact.. but still i hope someone could make me laugh.. n thr is.. but onli wif jus tt little moment.. n someting else make me touch..

ltr gg to eat steamboat.. but i dun feel like.. but i noe i cant say i dun wan to go.. if nt doubt thr is ppl gg afterall.. i jus feel like being alone..

cryin tears drip down.. ive been so happy so lookin forward to it.. but its a disappointment..

nvm .. mitting jialing first.. hope she can brighten my days n make me laugh b4 i go eat..

but even if i laugh tt will be an act...

yeah! finally my last paper ish over.. n well can say all 3 isnt well done.. hope i can pass baz.. n duno y exam finish n i kiinda of moody.. some thoughts occurs to me.. n de guess de main ting tt make me tt made me moody is attachment next wk hai...

在戏里所看见甜美的爱情可能发身在这世上吗？所谓的永远的爱情也可能发生在世上吗？惊喜浪漫。。 不知道。。。

i m so tired... i dun wan attachment.. but guess i will b dead bored...

yawn.. exam ish comin.. 7 more days to go.. n i haven study muhc.. no time no time..

simply cant go in my stuff..

feelin so lost nowaday.. wanna go out but seems like no whr to go.. sing is alway so small..

hee.. n havin 3G wif dar is so much fun.. cing her makin funny n stupid face haha.. tt part lighten my day... i jus feelin so bad mood recently.. lost.. duno wad i wanna do..

i miz shoppin wif dar.. gg to cofffee been if we hav de $ n takin neoprint.. n having dinner wif her

omg.. say till i miz dar le sniff...

well yest went for firework wif poot..jialing..guan..wh..derrick...wk..n zhang lang.. well sort of regret gg.. its call ren shan ren hai.. i goin become pancake.. n it make me so irritated when there is alot ppl.. its simply WORSE den de christmas n de firework isnt tt nice afterall.. sad..

hai.. com sspoilt nw usin sis lap.. hai.. wad a day... dun tink i can online when she is hm.. i simply dun like her sia.. she is like behavin like de lap is hers when my papa buy it.. hav to ask permission frm her when she is hm.. den if she wan use i cant.. wondering hw my next few days of life is gg to be..

my papa buy this lap den she ask me use my own $ buy.. HELLO I M NT WORKIN.. though i got my bond.. but den i cant used it.. n i cant work hw m i gg to dig out de $ to buy.. HELLO U R DE ONE WORKIN.. hai..

if thr is no choice.. i wil dun eat dun use money n pay by installment.. i will nt depend on papa n ask him buy one for me.. NT LIKE U..

say u nid wan go c .. wad u pay in de end is papa pay.. den act as in de lap is urs..

hai..

i m gg get bored for de next few days WHEN U R AT HM.. luckily nephew nt at hm..

if nt UR SON OCCUPIED TV U DUN LET ME USE COM.. i do wad.. stare into space ahz..

haiz

well.. finally finish one of the exam well nt realli well done.. jus hope tt i can pass ba.. really hope so.. hai..

hee.. n after today ,mit jialing for pool.. well quite boring cox onli got we 2 nvm.. er ren shi jie.. hehe.. but after tt realli did enjoy myself.. esp wif de billard part.. hw i wish got a hole for me dig inside.. haha

hai so boring.. nth to do.. yawn

2nd entry for da day... hai.. feeling so stress... i simply cant understand wad i m studyin.. hai.. n i simply hav no mood for it.. no mood at all ..

feel like talkin to someone .. n so thr i found guan n von online.. whereas someone gone missing.. nvm ..

sometime i realli hope i'm gone..

happy?

a word to ask myself..

feel bless??

i duno myself..

jus wish i'm gone..

forver in da world

yest.. went out wif darling to study first.. well didnt reali study much in though.. n well after tt mit si n jialing for some firework.. but neverthesless we didint c any.. okie quite disappointing though.. n well.. i forget to ask dar alone.. i forget she dun hav cya... i'm so sry dar.. n i forget ask von too.. haha.. its was so like a kinda of last min of mitting si n jialing haha.. veri last min..

n today a sun..
a day of studyin at hm.. n so bull shit.. hai realli dun hav to heart to study..
feeling so lost.. scared n lonely i jus duno y..
n i realli worrying for si..
wondering wad happen to her..
girl if u happen to c my blog..
smile smile..
dun be sad though
i miz cing u online...

我的心在想。。 到底该距续下去。。我真的从你那感觉不到那种。。和别人不一样。。

exam on tues.. n i seriously doesnt hav the mood to study.. i jus cant get the thing inside my head..

askin myself.. m i realli happy.. i m nt.. i guess..

well today mit all my long time no c friend.. esp dar n von.. n i finally get to mit dar..

muacks...



tinkin m i being loved..

jus dun hav de feeling..

jus duno y i feel so sad..

i realli dun hav tt feeling..

its so diff frm others i c ..

diff..



i jus hate sch to the cord.. jus when i can hav my break.. sch exam attachment..sch exam atachment.. is all i can see .. hai..

n when its holi..
i guess i will b damn bored..cox i seriously gt nth to do...


jus hope tt i can go oversea.. n enjoy myself..but i noe i wun hav de chance

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