Mood down...!!!

attachemnt tmr.. hai.. i dun wan .. so bad mood nw.. i realli realli wanted to go out.. so sad.. so bad mood...


living sometime arent better den date..

tmr is my death date.. attachment.. hai

20jun
it's a wed.. hee.. i went out to orchard to eat steamboat wif my friend.. muahahah.. souel garden hmm.. it taste much better compare to amk one.. yuck*

had quite a fun time but someting at night spoilt me.. i feel so helpless so sad.. i wanna find someone to talk to me.. realli regret sort of quarrel wif derrick.. cox he de onli ppl whu i can find at de late night to talk to me .. nw there wasnt.. cried for an hrs plus n finally i doze off..

21jun
hee..after doin pro went out to buy my psp.. hurhur.. n poot come n help me c c look look.. hee. so there i buy my psp for 440.. heartache.. listen.. its cracking.. my moneyyyyyyyyyyyyy... hee.. n thanks poot look for de help..muackz

22jun
hee.. on tis fri.. mit jialing si n later part guan.. sad tt dar cant make it cox she hav to study.. but nvm.. wish her gdgdluck!.. hee.. went to jialing hse.. den orchard.. hurhur... had a reali reali fun dar though time is short..

23jun
a boring sat.. nv expect my last wkend of my holi.. a day where i can realli relax to play without anyting bout sch.sch work.. to ended up in a boring state.. real boring state.. at poot hse all day frm afternoon till night 8pm.. cox his mama die also wan poot eat at hm.. oh.. got.. got go out to compass pt for an hr or less.. to c my pouch.. so there goes my last wkend of holi..

n when sch start.. i will nv be able to realli relax n play.. hai


wondering will i realli enjoy myself n hav a chance to play today.. but i doubt so.. is confirm wun.. cox sis is havin exam so dun tink they will go out to far places.. hai

feel sad yest.. i realli wan enjoy i realli wan play.. even promises r broken.. i'm sad.. hai.. wanna find someone to talk at night.. but again.. cryin end wif a slp..

hai i m so sad n disappointed..

isnt me askin first??

long ago

nevertheless nv compare..

jus feelin sad..

or can say disappointed..

trust to blieve..

but nvm..


i'm so tired.. tt i wish to slp forever..

yawn*

well.. back frm chalet wif my poly friend.. i m so tired still nid do pro.. boring life start frm nw.. haiz..

duno y... everytime i come hm.. it giv me a uncomfortable feeling.. feel so depress.. arent hm de most comforatble place?? i feel jus so scared.. duno y..

hmm say bout de chalet.. haha.. quite fun.. hmm n all thanks to wad my friend say haha i dun dare to go inside de toilet.. alone.. haha..

sianz..

today afternoon i had a happy happy happy afternoon.. went pool wif jialing n si.. but neverthelss it is so fun.. hmm.. saw one of jialing friend.. haha.. n we played billard tgt.. wooo.. hee.. n he treated us.. weee.. but ppl pro nei.. me n si like throwing our face.. too too too lousy.. hee... we played 2 hrs all tgt but we pay 1 hr nia.. coz de de first hr jialing frend punch.. so gd sia.. though duno him.. hehe.. fun fun fun.. wif all da fruits (onli si n jialing noe..hee)



hmm ... but when tings end . . i become bad mood again..

realli duno wad to believe .. i wanna blieve but my mind n heart jus tell me dun.. i realli dno wad to do.. i'm confuse i'm tired..

i jus cant study in.. everytime i open my book i feel stress.. tots keep comin into my mind... i dun wanna hav depression..


anyway realli enjoy myself lotz

well.. i duno whether m i havin depression or wad so ever.. but i tink i hav one.. n i hope i m nt..

my mind seem to wonder off n imagine things.. i duno y..

my heart keep havin feelin tt isnt truth..

n i alway tot i provoke ppl .. or can i say as... i alway tot i've do someting or say someting wrong tt make ppl unhappy..

whenever i do.. i keep havin tt feeling..

so nw i m tryin hard to control my tots.. n tink of de positive ting..

tryin hard nt to fear of little small tings..

tryin real hard to hav confident..

n trying hard nt to let my tots go wild..

n hope hope hope i nt havin any sign of depression..





misses my friend lots.. hee..
lookin toward to mit my sai n my friends is wad i do everyday to occupied my tots...


hw i wish i can hav a chalet where EVERY1 can come n without any ma fan organising it... hmm.. when will my dreams come true..

yeah i pass my retest.. a big stone put down..

anyway thanks poot for acc me to study yest.. haha.. wahaha... if nt poot acc me whu noe i may fail...

today no nid go for run coz itsss raining.. hw i wish every fri could rain rain rain n rain.. den i can run away frm all tt exercise.. hee ...

acc my friend go interview job.. wow.. tink she almost interview every job in amk hub.. ahha.. hope she can find a job soon soon... den poot come find me awhile haha... n ended whu noes he go n play pool.. he n his pool life... haha.. n me n my yang life.. muahaha...

hai n so... its time to STUDY again.. for my bio.. omg.. i m fainting.. bks bks n bks... i wanna burn it all away..

hee.. haiyo dar flooding me.. haha I MISS HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

WeLcome!~
enJoy uR sTAy hEre

* chEryL
* 09/09/1988

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