dardar ask me y i've been posting sad thing lately.. well.. hw i wish i could post something happier.. been tinkin whether is there anything happy for de past few days.. well.. but .. couldnt tink of one..
yeah.. finalli got chance to chat wif dar..been a long long time.. finalli someting to lighten up my mood..
failed my lab practical AGAIN...! well frm yr 1 till now i've take total of 3times.. n i fail 2time! imagine tt.. addin on stress to me.. n tis fri i m gonna have my retest.. hope i can pass.. if nt.. can say sayonara to me liao.. IMPT EXAM...!!!
hai.. been feeling so stress.. all i wan is to hav some1 acc me.. talk to me.. jus a word of comfort jus some1 whu giv me support.. n guess dar realli giv me few.. i dun wan ppl to change my idea.. all tt r jus rubbish..i dun wan any da dao li.. i onli wan some1 to talk to me.. acc me when i'm stress..
someting spoilt me again yest night.. i tot yest will b a happier one for me after talkin to dar.. though i m soooo scared of de retest... tried to slp yest night.. lie n lie but i jus couldnt slp.. wanna find some1 talk to.. si slpt..jialing guan dar duno will pick up hp nt.. n its kinda late 2 call their hse.. so i left wif niao..chat awhile wif him n wh.. n i tried to slp again.. lie n lie.. i jus couldnt slp.. cryin is all i do.. so again i call niao..tryin hard nt to cry... n finally at 1+ i feel tired.. hung up n tried to slp.. still tears drip dwn.. n finally goin 2am.. i fall aslp..
when theres is time.. when i dun care bout somebody.. he/she do something to make me sad n i have no feeling.. i dun care he/she have break his/her promise.. can say totally dun care at all.. tts de time when he/she.. doesnt have a place in my heart..
jus pray hard i will pass my restest on fri..
* oINkz * ---- Tuesday, May 29, 2007 5:04 AM
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