finally a day where i'm bit happy though.. well on wed went to eat wif poot for dinner n went hm.. so tired.. den thurs went to mit jialing n si.. for pool oh ya n poot too.. den we went loitering ard.. den poot came over my n help me practice my retest.. hai.. happy happy to hav some1 acc me.. anyway had a fun day at pool yest... hia today morning wasnt a realli happi one for me.. duno y.. i m so scared of my retest ltr.. hai.. n i feel so sad.. duno y.. sniff.. i miz my friend esp dardar.. i duno why.. i find it so hard to blieve tings nw.. a little ting even its de truth i still tink tt its a lie.. i m tired... lookin forward to holi.. n mit dar if she is free..
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, May 31, 2007 5:44 PM
dardar ask me y i've been posting sad thing lately.. well.. hw i wish i could post something happier.. been tinkin whether is there anything happy for de past few days.. well.. but .. couldnt tink of one.. yeah.. finalli got chance to chat wif dar..been a long long time.. finalli someting to lighten up my mood.. failed my lab practical AGAIN...! well frm yr 1 till now i've take total of 3times.. n i fail 2time! imagine tt.. addin on stress to me.. n tis fri i m gonna have my retest.. hope i can pass.. if nt.. can say sayonara to me liao.. IMPT EXAM...!!! hai.. been feeling so stress.. all i wan is to hav some1 acc me.. talk to me.. jus a word of comfort jus some1 whu giv me support.. n guess dar realli giv me few.. i dun wan ppl to change my idea.. all tt r jus rubbish..i dun wan any da dao li.. i onli wan some1 to talk to me.. acc me when i'm stress.. someting spoilt me again yest night.. i tot yest will b a happier one for me after talkin to dar.. though i m soooo scared of de retest... tried to slp yest night.. lie n lie but i jus couldnt slp.. wanna find some1 talk to.. si slpt..jialing guan dar duno will pick up hp nt.. n its kinda late 2 call their hse.. so i left wif niao..chat awhile wif him n wh.. n i tried to slp again.. lie n lie.. i jus couldnt slp.. cryin is all i do.. so again i call niao..tryin hard nt to cry... n finally at 1+ i feel tired.. hung up n tried to slp.. still tears drip dwn.. n finally goin 2am.. i fall aslp.. when theres is time.. when i dun care bout somebody.. he/she do something to make me sad n i have no feeling.. i dun care he/she have break his/her promise.. can say totally dun care at all.. tts de time when he/she.. doesnt have a place in my heart.. jus pray hard i will pass my restest on fri..
* oINkz * ---- Tuesday, May 29, 2007 5:04 AM
心 情 好 差... 不 要 管 我... 有 些 人 都 不 管 了.. 所 以 大 家 都 不 要 管 我.. 大 家 都 叫 挝 开 心.. 我 试 着.. 可 是 终 又 人 让 我 不 快 乐.. 唯 一 可 能 让 我 快 乐 的 是 朋 友.. 没 有 人 了 解 我.. 知 道 我 的 心 情.. 唯 一 最 了 解 我 的 是 lisi.. 累 了.. 孤 独 一 个 人 在 家 里.. 有 羊 央 陪 我... 谢 谢.. =)
* oINkz * ---- Sunday, May 27, 2007 5:41 AM
i m so bad mood.. so so so... sososo.. soso... i wan dar.. i wan my friends.. but i c none.. gettin late i guess.. hai... truth.. kpo.. liar.. sch.. exam... pro.. attachment.. i'm tired soso tired.. nt a day i'm happy.. none.. a happy day alway gt spoilt easily... n y... whu... dar ask me to find my happiness.. hw.. where.. i had no idea.. happy? in de end.. still gt sad.. i'm tired.. soso tired.. whu to find whu to say.. happy day r alway spoilt................................................................................................... dead me...
* oINkz * ---- Friday, May 25, 2007 7:51 AM
i feel so stress.. sososo stress.. who can i talk to?? who.. turning everywhere i c no1.. i noe i have my friends.. but i duno hw to open de conversation... n there wasnt much time left for study.. i wanna cry cry to someone.. whu can i turn to... no 1.. comin online nw let me chat wif my firned.. i wan my dar.. she de one whu realli cheer me up.. n sii... but wheres is dar.. guess she is busy... stress is jus i hav.. talkin is all i nid.. or shld i say chattin?.. n wheres u..? nowhere in sight.. nowhere.. nowhere..nowhere.. nt even a sms u say u wld..i can onli hug on to my yang.. n cry out on him.. i arent impt at all... my world is onli me n yang.. de new bear.. jus a bear.. a little bear.. he care for me more isnt it? whu to acc me when i'm feelin stress.. no one n jus me n my yang.. de one i cry to.... I'M DEAD
* oINkz * ---- Monday, May 21, 2007 5:54 AM
i miss my dar.. my friends.. jialing guan si von.. n poot..? hmm ... its been long since i last mit dar n guan.. well .. wondering where de hell is guan haha.. no news of her.. yawn* shld send her a gd night msg when i gg to slp.. hmm.. well...i realli miz them.. hai duno when can i c them hmm .. sch been so so busy.. well yest 830 reach sch for pro n do till 1130.. den mti poot at J8 to study till gonna 3 den we go for my fav lunch at subway AGAIN.. hee.. niao giv us a big big loti cox beforehand i told him i wan a big big one.. so damn hungry.. den FINALLY its time for me to play n enjoy.. mit si n jialing for poollllllllll.. yupz AGAIn.. haha.. den go hm lo.. n poot came along to watch tv onli.. haha.. MUACKZ.. i realli hate liar.. liar n liar.. hai... i'm tired.. dead me...
* oINkz * ---- Sunday, May 20, 2007 5:43 AM
i m feeling so so so stress.. as if i m goin bonker anytime.. whu can help me!!!HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!yawnzz
* oINkz * ---- Monday, May 14, 2007 5:44 AM
happy mothers day..!n happy 17th anni..!!hee.. today was de 13 may.. its mother day n also poot n me de 17mth tgt.. poot bought ma a yang which i like long ago.. hee.. tinkin to wanna him marry dar de mian.. haha.. hope mian wans.. haha.. lame right me n poot went for pepper lunch which i tink its quite normal.. except tt de way they serve de food is special.. taste.. hmm okie la.. den we went takin 166 to paradiz n it was den we started to lose our way.. omg luckily.. we change bus n reach there.. so we played pool n billard haha.. den mit mama they all for dinner.. yummy have our crab n lots more.. hehe i misses my friends esp dar lot.. when can i c her.. hai test comin... stress up.. nt in mood for study.. hw!
* oINkz * ---- Sunday, May 13, 2007 6:42 AM
oh my god.. sniff jus fell frm da chair n hit my butt yest.. sniff.. jus one hit n i have to go for x ray tmr.. hump.. nw i hav difficulty stand walk bend sit.. sit too long pain.. walk too long pain.. lie too long also pain.. TEACH ME WAD CAN I DO!.. haha.. y m i forever so suay.. jus fall frm chair n hit my.. hmm.. is tt coccyx.. i jus noe its a part of ur spine.. at ur butt there.. haha.. thousand of ppl fall frm chair also nth happen i fall den got thing happen.. hmm.. jus wonder wad will i get next.. last yr is throat inflammation.. so damn pain.. haha.. last time tt one more jia lat tt one more pain than tis one.. hope nth will happen to me.. god bless me... haha time to do pro...
* oINkz * ---- Tuesday, May 08, 2007 4:55 AM
i tried to be happy ever since wad si said to me.. n i did.. but something make me sink to de bottom.. something make me sooo.. i wana tok to someone.. but theres seem no one.. everyone sound busy. whu can i turn to.. i duno y.. something make me feel lonely... someting make me so.. i tried to find someone but wheres ppl i duno.. i duno wad make me lonely.. ever since tt day si talk to me.. tis is da first time i feel moody.. as in tt depression mode is comin bk to me.. i m tired.. i feel like crying.. where is ppl.. hai... misses my friendss...
* oINkz * ---- Sunday, May 06, 2007 6:54 AM
hmm .. well.. for yesttt.. hmm... went to study wif my poot.. hee.. study onli awhile cox de weather damn cold.. hurrrr.. was freezing till i cant even tink.. so we decided to go.. we walk n walk n walk n walk.. dardar still haven come yet haha.. so we drop by at subway.. n niao was working morning.. so we waited for dar there.. hee.. n dar came after 1 hr of us sitting there.. but its okie.. happy happy to c dar.. but duno when can mit her again hee. .sad tt she hav to leave coz she got CYA den after derrick work.. we went to play pool wif wee kiat... AHHH.. jus get to noe tt i miz jialing n si.. coz they were there till5 n i was there at 5+ .. wad man hai.. sad for me of cox.. haha.. didnt realli play much.. cox can say no interest as compare to da past.. but i did play feel rd.. BUT I LOSE ALL DA RD.. sad to say.. haha but of coz they r guy so they shld be better haha.. n i m alway de lousiest... den went to eat.. n acc niao buy thing for his gf.. wad a way he spend he money... haha.. will wowowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww... ppl rich ma.. haha.. nvm .. i will get my present soon soon.. i hope.. anyway has a fun day yest.. after a long time.. ever since de last time at jialing hse..i had a fun fun day.. n of cox days wif poot r fun too.. but its alway de merrier wif more ppl... i jus miz my friends n dar.. when will i get to c them... when...
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, May 05, 2007 5:55 PM
hmm .. after wad si said to me.. i told myself i muz be confidence n so scared of they bringing me to... haha.. thanks realli happy to noe tt there r so many ppl ard me.. though to me it seem like farfar apart.. cox hardly can c each other i jus miz them... guess they r de onli close friend i have... hai.. i miz them .. i jus hate sch.. people are selfish.. is tt a way to describe.. hai... realli realli tried my best.. sianz..
* oINkz * ---- Friday, May 04, 2007 7:13 PM
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