My dear si.. stop goin MIA.. come out fastfast.. we all miss u sia.. dayz le sia.. come n join us soon soon..~haiz.. si has been mia for dayz.. realli worried for her sia.. sisi.. got anything find us tok.. dun keep to urself.. we r alway here.. hai tok also no use.. she wun be comin here anyway.. jus hope tt she is fine.. n contact one of us soon soon.. haiz.. hope tt she is okie.. n appear soon soon... wait n wait n wait.. till de dayz my si reappear once again~
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, March 29, 2007 7:01 AM
hee.. yest we went to ecp park to cycle.. haha... n there i go de slowest turtle of all.. cox i 4 yrs nv even touch de bide at all.. haha so we begin our journey.. n we drop by a huge sand castle.. n taking some photo there.. haha.. den next we went to de ma tou.. haha or duno wadsoever n begin taking photo too.. let me show u de photo.. hurhur hee.. de four of us .. xi nu ai le..
tallest to shortest 
posting wif our bide 
n on our way back.. my dardar fall.. fall so chan.. so many blood.. i dun even noe wad to do.. n von so scared of blood she nearly faint.. omg.. 2 wanna faint ppl.. n we got our way to de taxis stand by the bunky.. is it spell like tt? haha den 2 hrs in changi hospital special experience for all of us.. n there we go takin photo again wif dardar smiling .. still can smile sia.. but i lazy post de photo liao.. hee.. jus hope she is okie.. n get lots of rest..n she get 3 stitches.. omg.. hai.. poor her.. muackz giv u kiss get fastfast ok anything call me kk dardar.. cheryl help hotline.. forever open for u haha.. wait wait n wait.. till dardar ok.. hurhur
* oINkz * ---- Tuesday, March 27, 2007 6:41 PM
its alway tis feeling tt i hate.. alway wif me.. scared lost.. duno wad to nothing jus nth interest me.. hai.. duno wad i wan.. jus feel tt life kinda of boring.. esp in singapore.. all thing nid money n play one even more ex.. shopping even i close eye also noe where sell wad.. hai.. life is so boring.. y human hav to live so long.. alway wondering.. tts y i wanna go oversea.. cox tts de onli thing tt is difff frm singapore.. hai.. but i cant.. sniff.. pootpoot is sick wif diahorroea n vomit.. frm sat till nw.. i wan my pootpoot fastfast ok.. muackz n i noe dar missing him.. so i giv her a muackz too.. saiyang jus got fed up over de whole thing.. hai wait n wait n wait.. till de dayz my life wun be so boring
* oINkz * ---- Monday, March 26, 2007 5:34 PM
well.. my first wk of holi end so fast.. hee.. n i m so happy.. on thurs.. i went for a miracle outing.. niao ask me out to east coast.. so there we go tgt wif his gf jx n his gf friend.. well.. it started to rain nt long after we reach.. forever raining when i'm there.. it was quite fun if his gf friends wasnt there.. haha.. but overall its was fun.. as i finally manage to c my long nv c friends.. n we still joke n play as we used to be.. ps.. hope his gf wun get jealous of me.. cox.. we r jus friends.. n tts our way of communicating.. hurhrhur.. n then poot was sick.. all thanks to tt girl.. hump* n well.. fri came... n i finalli mit my girl friends.... hurhur... sentosa outing.. but there wasnt any sun.. haiz.. so ended we playin poker first.. n de sun finalli came but nt for long.. so we bury dardar n jialing hurhur.. n some games we play.. hee..
there de photo we took...
comfortable chair for me n dar.. 
nice posting.. ps dar below
hee.. 4 of us.. cool dardar.. 
hee.. n then my lao po come n find us.. hurhur hee... finally get to c her soon too.. hurhur.. n we went nydc for some food.. first time there... nice food though.. n we eat quite cheap cheap.. hee.. cox.. hurhur.. shhhh.... we shouldnt say.. haha.. n we take some photo.. waiting for our food.. wheres de food..
n they did something touching for me.. a video.. n heard tt guan did most of de job.. sing ku ni le.. muackz... i m so touch.. cox i noe i hav a branch of great great frends n they do care for u.. i lub de video so much thanks girl.. they r the best ppl who i have.. muackz haix.. wake up n was quite moody but nevertheless saw si online n we tok we become better.. but den something ended up me wif a bad mood.. shallnt say bahz.. crying doest help anyway... mood spoilt nw.. haix.. for de past few days i've been so happi.. ever since after my 'jail' this is de first time i been bad mood.. nvm.. shall tink of wad my friends did for me.. n realli thanks u guyz... go play aud wif si liao byeee... wait n wait n wait till hmm.. happiness come bk to me
* oINkz * ---- Sunday, March 25, 2007 10:07 PM
yeah.. i m finally so called out of my jail.. hurhur.. haha.. its so gu ming there... n i cant wait to c all my lurve one.. wondering when will we c each other?? huruhr... wad to write nei?? duno lei.. haha de onli thing i m excited about is tt i come out of my jail ^^ when can i mit my girlfriend.. n yeah tmr cutting hair ^^ wait n wait n wait till de day.. hmm.....
* oINkz * ---- Sunday, March 18, 2007 6:07 PM
hee.. 13 of mar is me n poot de 15th anni.. after my attachment we went to eat steamboat at yishun.. well.. it was nt so nice n fresh.. kinda dun like.. but overall its okie.. yawn.. like tt de days wennt pass.. oh ya.. n we caught another pig at J8 wif jus 2 dollar.. hurhur.. my friends XD.. liar means liar.. gd to a friend nv mean that they appreciate u.. till nw.. tt idiot still havent proof to me tt he isnt a liar.. wadever it is.. since he dun appreciate us friend.. den its fine wif me.. avoiding us? or wadsoever.. if tts de end of our friendship den let it be.. lies frm u.. missess frm u is all lies.. since when hav u ever say u wanna meet me out when u got money.. when u free u mit me.. all kinda of shit.. nt even my present money u share.. nt even an outing u go wif us ever since tt bbq.. forget.. if one day u come find me auto.. I TELL U.. SINGAPORE WILL SNOW! hee.. say something happier.. after so many wks so many days i finalli mit my dar.. thought time was short but den we went our time happily.. smiling n shopping.. shall mit her out one whole day again hurhur.. i jus lub yest.. wait n wait n wait.. till de dayz i confirm u r a liar
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, March 15, 2007 6:01 PM
有 时 的 我 在 想 到 地 有 没 有 人 会 试 着 去 了 解我 的 感 受.. 我 的 痛 苦.. 试 着 去 知 道 我 的 压 力.. 我 只 想 找 个 人 在 我 闷 的 时 候 陪 我.. 在 我 心 情 不 好 得 时 后 听 我 安 慰 我.. 忍 久 了.. 脾 气 就 会 变 的 越 来 越 差.. 我 要 的不 只 是 一 个 陪 我 的 人.. 也 是 一 个 听 我 安 慰 我 的 人.. 可 是 我 到 底 要 花 多 久 的 时 间 才 能 找 到? 活 在 害 怕 中 的 我.. 有 谁 会 真 的 去 知 道 我 到 底 在 害 怕 舍 麽.. 害 怕 去 医 院 实 习.. 有 谁 知 到 为 舍 麽.. 有 谁 知 到 我 的 压 力.. 跟 我 自 己 说 我 要 恨 你.. 做 到 了 吗? wait n wait n wait.. till de dayz.. i find tt someone..
* oINkz * ---- Monday, March 12, 2007 5:32 AM
我 好 累 我 真 的 好 累.. 有 人 能 了 却 我 的 压 力 有 多 大 吗... 有 谁 知 道 我 每 天 都 挣 扎 的 在 过 日 子.. 学 校 考 试.. 医 院.. 每 天 早 起.. 不 够 睡 眠.. 扛 比 你 重 很 多 的 人.. 每 一 天.. 累 的 只 有 半 条 命.. 回 到 家 又 睡 不 着.. 心 情 不 好 想 找 个 人 来 诉 苦 也 只 能 找 朋 友.. 唯 一 一 个 不 会 贤 我 烦.. 有 人 能 真 的 了 解 我 吗..?? 每 一 天 的 压 力 把 我 心 情 变 的 好 差 好 差.. 我 只 想 有 人 来 陪 我.. 疼 我.. 听 我 诉 苦.. 我 真 的 好 累 好 累.. 我 是 呼 找 不 到 这 个 人.. 我 只 想 这 个 人 能 想 着 我 寄 封sms .. 听 听 我 诉 苦.. 我 能 找 到 吗? 需 要 多 久 我 都 愿 意 等.. 有 时 想 想 当 初 是 不 是 做 错 了 选 择.. 后 悔 了 吗? 我 想 了 好 久 还 是 不 知 道.. 我 告 诉 我 自 己 我 要 讨 厌 你.. 讨 厌 你.. 才 不 会 爱 上 你.. 我 现 在 做 到 了 吗? 我 希 望 我 做 到 了.. 我 害 怕 孤 独.. 有 谁 知 道.. 我 每 天 都 活 在 害 怕 中.. 也 不 知 道 为 舍 麽.. 有 人 能 了 解 这 个 痛 苦 吗? 我 累 了 真 的 累 了... wait n wait n wait... till de end my days realli end.. end.. end without waking up at all..
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, March 10, 2007 9:00 AM
haix.. a bad mood day.. moody one for me.. jus feel like... duno wad to say.. hmm.. worry n care.. doesnt seems to be appreciate by ppl.. say dun worry.. say is easy den u putting de stone dwn.. unless de thing r done.. cancel den i might put dwn de stone... hai.. my whole body is aching till de stage whereby when mama ask me up for dinner.. i dun even feel like sitting up cox it jus hurts.. haiz.. wo gao shi zi ji yao tao yan ni zhe yang cai bu hui gen ai shan ni.. wo xian zai zuo dao le ma? wait n wait n wait.. till de day.. counting dwn for my attachment end
* oINkz * ---- Friday, March 09, 2007 4:32 AM
haiz.. each day i m jus havin tis scared feeling.. dun even noe y.. when i wake up.. when i cant slp.. kind of feel bit lonely.. jus duno y.. maybe its cox of my attachment.. even after my attachment wad can i do? rot at hm?? well.. i m still fed up bout u.. lieing to me.. forget it.. life r so boring.. hurhur i misisng my dardar.. waiting for next wk to come.. so i can mit her.. hurhur.. wondering hws shes doin nw.. hmm.. wait n wait n wait.. till duno when lei..darling comin online le ma?
* oINkz * ---- Tuesday, March 06, 2007 5:02 PM
hee.. fri was a fun dayz... gambling.. winning lots of money.. hee... poot n me win money wor.. hurhur.. so many ppl come.. so nan de.. even those nan de yi jian one.. hee.. got.. von ahz.. dardar ahz.. yo ahz.. si ahz.. guan ahz.. jialing ahz.. wei he ahz... wee kiat ahz.. darling ahz... wow.. many many ppl... oh ya.. n jian ahz.. hurhur.. onli one wu gui.. derrick tay han wei.. dun even noe wad u say is de real nt.. but i got a feelin ITS NOT!.. wad go hm change clothes den come mit us.. den wad last moment ur boss call u take pay.. plz lo they mit 3+ den de most u 4+ can come out le lo.. 5 still at hm.. wad boss call u take pay.. plz la.. u tot i duno meh.. carlton de office close 530!.. u take wad pay.. wad 6+ still at office.. u tot i realli pig brain ahz.. still say ltr msg me.. also no maz.. u realli make me angry tis time.. unless u cant contact me urself.. if nt our friendship end.. next time got gatherin i ask u one time.. n tats it! whether u reply nt.. i nt gonna care! ... say wad can come free waste my so many sms sms u.. c rain.. call u wan mit me take cab nt.. at von hse..i pay i dun mind.. waste my call fee call u.. nv come also nv say.. also i call u ask u.. if u dun even appreciate it den say lahz.. frm de past i treat u so gd.. u no $ i lend u.. help u pay 1st.. c u going no $ ask ard job.. find job for u.. n tts all i get.. FINE THEN!.. tis time u realli make me fed up.. one last chance for u.. u better contact me urself.. msn or wadever.. if nt tts de end of our friendship! even wh better den u.. 100X.. if u mitting ur gf den tell em straight la.. i dun mind.. if dun wan come say c hw or dun wan lahz.. yesyes comin PI LAHZ...! i wun contact u anymore.. since u dun appreciate it at all!.. once there is gatherin i will onli ask u 1 time! dun wan say him le.. make me real fed up.. 1 time 2 time nv.. its seems like ALWAYS! well here some photo we took on fri ^^ me and dardar sitting at de staircase..^^ monkey..
our formal photo.. haha sound like sch kids..  darlin carryin me.. macho guy... puke*  well tats all.. lazy upload all too many.. n well thankz to jialing for de photo^^ wait n wait n wait. till my attachment endtheir back.. haha 
* oINkz * ---- Sunday, March 04, 2007 5:13 AM
yippee on sun.. jia si jl n me mit up for firework.. nan de grp sia.. haha.. well.. n there we go.. on our neoprint n taking photo.. de firework was realli nice.. better den wad darlin n me c.. wee.. i m so happy cox its been a long time since i last mit them.. heres de neoprint tt we took..! n den on wed.. mit darlin.. few days nv mit.. n we go catch bearbear again.. n finally after using 18 dollar overall.. we catch one tigger.. --> yvonne.. oppsz haix duno y i jus feel so irritated easily nowaday.. even a small little thing make me upset.. maybe its bcox im feeling stress.. maybe is bcox.. i ren too long.... or maybe its bcox....... well nvm... today went pri sch for attachment de health check thing.. N I WENT BEDOK...! its like so damn far sia.. forget it.. anywhere its quite fun play wif de children hee... lookin so forward to tmr.. hurhur wait n wait n wait.. till i m so tired.. yawn~
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, March 01, 2007 4:24 AM
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