well.. yest was a sleepless night for me.. duno y.. my sis make me fed up n i become sosososo pek chek.. tt i cried hugging my minnie mouse.. i jus sudd feel like tokin to ppl.. so tinkin whu can i call.. cox its kind of late 12am.. den niao came up my mind.. try my luck sms him.. n gd indeed he wasnt sleeping.. so here we r chatting.. but den i like tokin to de wall like tt..or rather a dustbin?? so.. after chatting for bout 45 min which is around 1am i hung up de phone.. n there i was dozing off to my dreamland..
well was fed up frm last night till now.. i've been like a slave for my sis.. everytime when me n her ard at hm.. I M ALWAY DE ONE BUYING LUNCH FOR HER...i jus dun understand y.. nt tt i mind.. but cant she jus buy one time for me.. she haven even buy me lunch ONCE at all.. den was sleepin in noon.. for 1 hr nia..den gana wake up by family..sayin my sis hav to deliver flower to her friend.. n there i was wif my family.. helpin her deliver flower.. still nt i mind.. but i jus feel like i m jus a slave.. even slave hav $.. but hav i get de $..?? nvm.. she is my SIS.. n i hav to tink it tt way..
well.. decision have been made.. n i cant change it anymore.. isnt it?? its all too late.. veri late.. feeling unclear.. mind confused.. so wad i hav to do..?? i realli duno.. but jus to onli follow de decision i once made..
valentine comin.. n its a days where i locked myself in bk.. pathetic isnt it..?? well tmr celebrating wif darlin ealier.. its de onli day free.. but i jus hope it will nt be a disappointment.. thats all i hav to write..
wait n wait n wait... till de dayz.. i nv regret de decision made.. hav i..??
yawn~
* oINkz * ---- Sunday, February 11, 2007 5:15 AM
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