tmr is my bio n here i m.. i realli cant study in.. i read but i jus dun hav de mood to read through everything was jus glance through n nth went in.. at all.. tink tmr exam theres likely chance nt passing...
i jus feel so stress.. i wanna say my feeling out.. wonderin who can i say it to.. i noe i can find si.. but i dun feel like.. i wanna say it to my darlin.. but i noe he will xian me fan.. so i come online.. so type out my feeling.. dun restrict me.. i already try to make myself better.. but still cant.. i feel as in i m realli in depression.. who will noes my feeling.. i'm feelin so xing ku.. i can onli cry to myself.. hav de tension to msg darlin.. tell him my feeling.. hav him comfort me.. but i noe he will xian me fan.. giv him alot trouble.. i dun wan to.. but i realli cant control my feelin.. i feel so lost... sorry darlin if i make u moody again... but realli i tink no one will understand my feelin except von.. so stop blaming me.. i m realli upset.. i noe its my fault alway throw u temper.. but i realli realli realli cant control it i jus feel o fed up easily.. i can onli say sorry.. but i feel so upset.. u xian me fan.. i jus wan say out my feelin dun keep it inside myself.. dun wan it get worse.. but dun worry i wun tell u anymore..
so here i m online.. typing my feelings when i still hav tons of thing to study.. find someone to tok to... n i find von n guan.. sayin my feeling out to von.. i feel better.. thanks...
if u realli wan me to be happy in front of u.. i will act out all those smile..laughter.. even if i m happy or not.. n i will jus cry to myself..
sorry if i make u moody again..
n thanks si von guan n jl for comforting me.. listening to me su ku.. hope u all dun xian me fan
ending here...
wait n wait n wait.. till exam is over...
* oINkz * ---- Wednesday, February 21, 2007 2:22 AM
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