hmm.. today is quite a boring dayz..
study in sch till 6 wif friends.. cox tink tt de onli thing i can do for now.. i realli hav interest in doin anything but i jus wanna find things to occupy my mind.. i hate it when i'm alone.. n my mind will wonder off.. even when i m studyin my mind still will.. tats y i hate to study alone at hm.. cox things jus cant go in..
jus wonderin m i to depression? i jus feel lost n sad.. i feel tt there is nth realli interest me at all.. nt even pool i used to like.. n i m sad all de time... even cry for nth.. hai... today study wif them try hard nt to b sad but still duno y tears jus drip dwn.. i realli duno y.. but it was fun to study wif them.. coz at least there is someone wif me.. i m reali scared of being alone.. i jus feel so tired all de time.. but still i jus cant sleep well at night.. either i m keep dreamin or keep waking up at time n it took me hours to slp bk..i m jus so tired.. dead tired..
haix... niao ps me .. once again.. haix... alway like tt.. y?? alway when i m happi happi lookin forward to something.. disappointment also lead to an end.. y jus cant i hav tt thing i alway lookin forward to to happen.. its alway disppointment.. haix.. jus hope tt niao wasnt lieing to me.. i trust u.. workin yea.. if i find its a lie i will kill u.. i m evil u noe..
i miss darlin.. tink he de onli one whu can make me feel occupy wif lots n lots of ting to do.. wonderin when will his pox pox go away.. so tt he can acc me again.. friends r so busy nw.. either wif exam or project.. haiX.. darlin... pray pray pray wif deep inside my heart.. darlin to b well soon soon.. pox pox jus go away i dun like u..
endin here.. tmr will b a sad day for me.. sure.. is.. cox all alone again...
wait n wait n wait.. till de days.. sadness go away.. but will it??
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, February 01, 2007 4:43 AM
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