feelings are all mix up inside me now..
like a puzzle...
i'm feelin so lonely..
n so so so lost..
duno wad i can do..
or what i feel like doin...
all i can do nw..
is to study..
but i realli hav no mood for it..
study alone at hm..
make me hate it..
nth in life interest me now..
nth..
feelin so moody..
for the past few wks..
or month..
laughter n smile..
was jus one i fake out..
making myself occupied..
to put my tots away..
but wad can i do..
to occupied myself..
dun ask me wad i wan to do..
or where i wan to go..
i realli hav no clue..
for all i feel..
is lost..
n sadness..
for once i cried each day..
but nth make me happy..
tears drip now..
i duno hw i feel..
for every happi thing i look to..
jus lead me to another disappointment..
i miss my darlin..
whu is nw sick..
down with chicken pox..
wonder when he recover..
hope i nt on the way to depression..
hope its nt...
wait n wait n wait.. till when i wun feel so lost
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, February 03, 2007 4:53 PM
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