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well.. another day is goin to pass by soon... sometimes i realli find it hard to express out my emotion.. i duno hw to show out my emotion.. n cant control my own feeling too.. feel as if someone is controlling them.. i try nt to be sad.. or depress but it seem like i cant control my own thoughts.. tink best for me is not to tok my feelin out bahz.. or shld i say.. even i speak out my heart.. no one will understand it?? doubt nt even darling i guess... so de best way is to keep all inside my heart bah.. till de day tt i cant take it anymore.. tink si will b de onli person i look forward to.. frm last time till now.. she is alway my opening ear.. haha.. cox guess she is de one whu is alway free for me.. or will tok to my dearest booster i guess..now.. i wun wish to become de past me anymore.. cox i noe its nt possible anymore.. unless i go stay in woodbridge haha.. jus wan to try n make myself adapt to everything now.. or shoot dead de "ghost" inside me... darlin alway ask me to write happy thing in my blog.. hw i wish i could.. but it seem like there is nth happy i could write... sry darling...�����ヨ�����浜虹��������������骞粹��..������瀵规�����瑷�.. ������浜虹�����涔�濂介��.. 澶�涔�甯����������浜虹����界��涓���瑰�����涓�瑕�姝诲��骞歌��.. (in chinese.. i noe it cant show it out.. so tats y i wrote them.. dun ask me wad is it..)sometime hw i wish i was...wait n wait n wait n wait.. till de day i grow old.. muahaha
* oINkz * ---- Monday, December 11, 2006 3:49 AM
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