hmm.. yest went to c death note 2.. hmm.. okie lo.. but den hard to understand.. sad tt guan cant come.. hope she hav get her ez link.. haha.... yest was quite borin though.. haha

well today is jus another boring dayz.. went to sch to do pro.. n mit darlin... hee.. went to east coast to eat one of our fav food which we lately jus discovered.. hurhur... grin*.. den went to sit n c de beach n sea.. time alway go pass fast wif darlin.. grin*

well new yr is comin 2007.. hmm.. hope all those unhappy memories can leave bhind n bring those sweet one forward... n ppl can find their love one soon.. esp guan.. grin*... opps... HOPE U CAN FIND UR WHITE HORSE SOON.. opps.. =x

some ppl say tt "love is sweet".. jus wonderin.. is it?? there's still a taste of bitter.. n ppl have to walk through all those bitter moment.. n walkin through tt is terrible.. hmm.. i m realli happi to found someone sweet by me.. darlin.. hurhur.. alway tolerating me.. hurhur.. grin* i love ya sooo much.. muackz..!!

hmm.. i m also glad to hav a great bunch of friends wif me.. esp dardar.. though we hardly contact.. but there is somehw a strong bond which make us feel as if we r tGt... nt forget de rest of my girl friends.. grin*.. guan ah si ah von ah jialing ah yo ah.. hee.. they alway make me laugh.. though they alway shoot me... i love u girls lotz... n lastly nt forget de one n onli guy i m close to niaoniao.. eee... haha... bickering with him is real fun.. but tts doesnt mean anything.. he is realli a great friend to me.. my ka xin guo...

anyway wish everyone had a fun day counting dwn to 2007.. grin* n enjoy urself to de fullest man...



wait n wait n wait.. till de day de world end

wee.. christmas is here... merry christmas everyone.. hope u all enjoy urself...

well yest.. christmas was my first day of work.. hmm.. busy day though.. de work was alright.. but nt de ppl.. hai.. if de ppl there is ok i sure will cont work... nw.. they make me dun feel like workin.. hmm.. first time as waitress is nt a gd experience though.. haha.. so long no c niao le.. once i c him i start bickering wif him again.. even at break.. bickering half hr long.. haha.. bickering wif him alway make me happy.. can say he is my kai xin guo bahz.. n thankz lot for helpin me at work ^^ stupid niao..

hee.. i jus deeply love de present darlin have given me for christmas... hmm.. i m reali happy to hav darlin wif me. i noe he dote on me.. no matter hw unreasonable i may be.. he giv in to me.. n when my mOod siao siao.. he try to make me happy.. thankz darling.. i love u lotz.. muackz..

can i hav my christmas wish..? i hope it will b granted.. my christmas wish is tt ppl by my side will have no worries n problem n may stay happy alway.. with no worries.. n trouble.. i noe darling noe wad n whu i m refering to..

wait n wait n wait.. till troubles n problems leave farfar apart n dun come back

well seem like long long no update.. finalli i get to eat my tang yuan today... alway go out early in de morning den come hm late late at night.. no chance to eat.. my fav *grin*

fri i have been out at 8+.. den mit my dardar.. hurhur <-- her fav phrase nwaday haha.. went shop.. but didnt realli hav much time n fun... i wan shop wif dardar again next time!!!!!!! den here we go to singapore conference hall for mf band.. wif dardar friend... chloe.. spell like tt huh dardar?? haha a friendly n funny girl.. hmm.. bout de mf concert.. tis a bit sian.. i like MR LUM like part best.. so funny.. wahaha... it make me laugh.. n a boy playin de duno wad instrument.. c le realli veri funny.. tts keep me awhile throughout de whole show.. sob ben lai wan upload photo wif dardar also.. but den.. i lazy plug de cable in.. cox nt using laptop haha.. next time den i upload..

well as for yest.. sat.. went out at 7+ again.. to take my hep B jab.. SOB.. i hate injection.. its was pain n so suan yest.. but today ok le la.. haha den feel so heavy to lift my hand when bakin cookies yest.. oh. after injection went to bake cookies at dardar hse.. hee.. get to c my dardar again.. HURHUR.. but outcome doesnt realli seems gd.. duno lei.. haha... i wanna eat tangyuan even more hurhur.. haha...

den after baking cookies.. went to mit my darlin!!! hee.. n darlin giv me my christmas so much.. hee.. i love it so much.. thanks darling..!! so clever of u huh.. giv me a combination of everything i wan huh!.. ring..necklace n diamond huh... but tts a fake diamond wor.. hump* haha.. but i like it lotz but ex sia.. haha no nid bday present for me le.. so ex buy me real diamond better ma.. haha kidding... den darlin n me went singapore river sit sit n eat dinner.. hee.. i jus love de scenery so much after de 1st time i go there wif dardar.. to c zhang feng qi.. hurhur.. thank darling for de present..love u sooo much.... muackz

well tat is wad happening for de past few days.. yipee tiger is back..!!! i miss u honey.. glad tt u come bk n nth else happen.. choychoy... TOUCH WOOD

wait n wait n wait n wait... till de day... hmm... i c heaven.. haha...

hmm.. yest went interview job with darlin niao n jingyi.. jingyi bring us there.. it was quite a fun day.. long time no c niao.. at first he nv shoot me i realli nt used to it sia.. dun use to it.. but after tt he finally shoot me.. ha! its de niao i used to noe again ^^ n there we r shooting one another again.. glad tt he is still de niao i last seen 3mth ago.. as for de interview it was successful.. den me n darlin went to changi.. went there to search for my dar.. but i duno where is my dar.. n i sms ah woo he nv reply me =.= .. bad bad ah woo.. sniff didnt get to c my dar..

as for today it so boring n tiring.. early morning 8+ go out till 5 .. haix.. bring me go c goat farm.. veg farm.. temple.. n new water factory so damn bored sia.. all old ppl somemore.. den tt sort of "tour guide" keep standin up shouting bside my ear.. n bkside keep knockin into me.. haix...

i realli duno wad i realli wan to do.. wad i wan.. everytime when i'm hm i feel so sad n cry.. i dun even noe wad i'm sad bout.. i dun feel like goin out nor stay at hm.. i feel so empty n lost.. realli lost..

sometime hw i hope my life is nt tt long.. its realli so boring.. n i'm feelin so lost..

i miss my dardar...
n darlin..

wait n wait n wait n wait.. till my death day arrive...

well.. today jus went 2 sch for an hour.. which was real boring.. yea.. wasting my time travelling to sch..

den went to mit up von... wif dar.. dar's darling n jialing.. ^^.. though less ppl.. n time was short.. it was still nice to mit up wif them.. esp when u haven c them for long.. sad tt guan wasnt there.. den me n jialing went for pool.. while waiting for si to come.. pool pool.. its was de funniest part of de day.. after si n darling come.. darling so blur.. forget his paper onli 50mins!!!.. haha.. it was so funny.. si got trick by darling..!!! muahaha...i laugh till i wan roll on de floor.. n jialing! i rem u kick my buttock!.. ouch.. sniff sniff...

well.. sayonara to my tiger.. vonvon.. haha hope u enjoy ur trip.. yi lu shun feng.. oh ya n my taigong n mama.. went bk to malaysia..

sob.. missing darling..dardar n my friends already... sniffsniff

rem it dun pay to b kind.. haha.. but tats nt to tell u to be a bad ppl huh!

wait n wait n wait n wait... till de day when i grew old wif lots n lots of.. hmm...

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY~~!!!
well its me n darling 1st anni yest.. muahhaa.. congrat congrat.. 1 yr le wor.. muahaha.. huggie hug hug.. well something went wrong yest.. but still quite fun.. i've finally went to new york new york at city link which i've alway been curving for.. darlin treat ^^ yum yum.. but de food dun seems to be realli tasty.. jus normal.. nth special... n darlin n me went to take neoprint.. weeeee... nice nei.. grin*grin*...
aniway happi 1st anni darlin.. love ya lotz lotz... yawn***

as for today.. went to east coast wif my poly friend.. cox my "mama" goin bk for holi.. n there we r cycling n havin our "pinic" there.. but god rain like to cry.. cry n stop cry n stop.. soooo.... ended up we bcome wet chicken.. burr its cold.. mama n jingyi cycle me.. n i scream like hell man.. so paiseh.. lucky i m still here in de world n nt dead.. but i prefer to b dead though.. can haunt.. muahaha.. its a fun day today...

friends??.. sometime i reali tinkin whether i've a realli true friend.. who i can tell me feelings to.. n whu realli understand me.. i noe i've but i jus find it hard to open my mouth to them.. but findin someone whu realli understand ur feelin is reali hard...

dun tink i'm a fool.. to blieve in everything.. i've brain to tink whether its de truth or lie.. i prefer de truth den lies.. though i noe de truth may be hurtful.. i'm realli disappointed.. dun make me scold vulgar tats when i m realli disappointed or angry.. n dun make me do tt...

if u dun like ppl to treat u like tt or do tt to u.. den dun do tt to ppl.. ppls alway complaining to hw ppl do tt to u.. n hw tu lan u r.. but jus tink whether u hav to it do anyone.. if u dun like tt.. den dun to it.. it disappoint me.. or shld say make me tu lan? pek chek? dun even noe my feeling now...

wait n wait n wait n wait.. till de day i grow old n die......

well.. another day is goin to pass by soon...

sometimes i realli find it hard to express out my emotion.. i duno hw to show out my emotion.. n cant control my own feeling too.. feel as if someone is controlling them.. i try nt to be sad.. or depress but it seem like i cant control my own thoughts.. tink best for me is not to tok my feelin out bahz.. or shld i say.. even i speak out my heart.. no one will understand it?? doubt nt even darling i guess... so de best way is to keep all inside my heart bah.. till de day tt i cant take it anymore.. tink si will b de onli person i look forward to.. frm last time till now.. she is alway my opening ear.. haha.. cox guess she is de one whu is alway free for me.. or will tok to my dearest booster i guess..

now.. i wun wish to become de past me anymore.. cox i noe its nt possible anymore.. unless i go stay in woodbridge haha.. jus wan to try n make myself adapt to everything now.. or shoot dead de "ghost" inside me...

darlin alway ask me to write happy thing in my blog.. hw i wish i could.. but it seem like there is nth happy i could write... sry darling...

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sometime hw i wish i was...

wait n wait n wait n wait.. till de day i grow old.. muahaha

well.. its sun morning again.. as usual i got de scary feelin.. hmm.. yawn**...

yest reach sch at 830am to do pro.. sat morning spoilt again.. my sleep.. haha... den do do do til afternoon n mit darlin.. so boring... do de pro so long till wan zzz.. den went darlin hse for awhile n went to a flea market at cine there... well.. didnt bought anything.. den after de flea market went for our dinner n here we go.. on our way hm.. so fast yaz.. playin time alway go by so fast..

so sian.. my bday tt day my attachment is frm 1 to 9pm.. damn it sia.. last attachment is 13 tio.. now is my bday.. y m i so suay.. alway hav special occassion den like tt.. so sian lioa lo... haix.. depression.. haha

oh yipee ... tmr mitting guan... hehe... long time no c her le...

i miss my friends...

wait n wait n wait n wait... yawn* when r u comin online?? i m gonna giv up waiting soon...

haix.. dun realli noe wad is happening to me.. m i on de way to depression?? i realli duno.. feel so sad all sudd.. one moment i may be happy and another i will become so sad and depress... feel like cryin almost everyday.. also duno y.. haix.. even nth happen also.. or a veri small little thing..n mood bcome so bad.. temper too.. haix.. i try to control my feeling n tots.. but jus cant.. wad i m interest in de past does nt interest me now... dun even noe y... nth seems to make me happy.. dun feel like doin anything.. n i feel so lost.. haix.. hopefully i will try to control all tt feelin but its so hard..

haix.. milk come our sch n i even got de tix.. at first i rem is today den darlin say is 8th.. till i giv my tix to friend den i realised realli is today..cant find someone to acc me last min..haix.. sad..

hmm.. anyway thanks darling for buyin me tt pack of cookies.. sweet of u..

i miss darlin..dar.. guan..si.. von n everyone.. wonderin when will i get to c all of them..
miss u all...

hmm on fri.. jio jia n si n guan out.. sad tt guan no $.. n went play pool.. hee.. darlin come along too.. grin*.. had lots of fun.. its alway fun n happy to c long time no c friend.. grin*.. n being wif dar n si make me smileeee... if guan come tink will b more crazy

den on sat went sch do pro.. at 9...zzz.. so early.. my precious sat spoilt.. den mit darlin hee.. tats de part of day i like.. muahaha... we went to eat fried ice cream.. yummy yum yum.. den went to amk eat den went find fatty hippo.. oppz.. shhh... den went orchard n i bought myself a pair of shoe.. heels? but short.. wahaha... n there.. i m broke again.. but finalli buy something.. cox its like so long i hav to doin pro n study.. till bcomin a nerd soon... haix.. buy liao nt long after.. stomachach.. so long no hav tt stomachach le.. haix.. everytime like tt one.. wonderin is it i m too stress or wad.. haha.. den darlin come me hse... wahaha.. but.. nv do anything wrong wor.. i enjoy my days wif darlin...but.. days enjoy r gettin shorter n shorter.. haix

endin here.. yawn*

WeLcome!~
enJoy uR sTAy hEre

* chEryL
* 09/09/1988

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