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yest was a terrible day for me.. my throat is burning pain.. n i cant even eat.. or swallow.. nt even drinks... i tried hard to eat but de pain is realli killing me.. almost spend de whole day cryin at hm.. by night time it is worse.. went to sleep at 10 but who knows at ard 12 went up n went to vomit.. de more i vomit.. de more painful it bcome... make a call to darlin.. cryin as i cant tok.. and when he noe tt he took a cab dwn to my hse at 12+ to look after me.. i m so touch.. sniff* didnt realli sleep much yest.. cox de pain is killing me.. tink darlin too nv sleep much.. i m realli happi to hav someone whu dote on me so much.. wonder wad will happen if i dun hav darlin wif me... as for today hav to drag myself to sch.. cox of de 100% attendance.. if nt cant take exam.. didnt eat much.. cox its realli pain.. den went to sch in giddy state...onli for 2 hrs... darlin acc me go sch n back hm.. so sweet of him... for now i m feelin better.. but i dun dare to go sleep... once i sleep n wait up its pain... de pain is reali burning.. n i m so scared i might vomit at night cox vomit make my throat even pain... god bless me... wonderin when can i go out play again.. i miss my friendssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss............. n playin wif darlin.. when can i mit them n go out play again.. sob.. i hav been stayin at hm for 5 days.. i miss outside life...
* oINkz * ---- Tuesday, October 31, 2006 7:30 PM
serious.. my throat is.. STILL VERI PAIN.. sob... no tok also pain.. eat tok even pain.. cry also pain.. doc say nid maybe 1mths to recover.. sob.. its reali killin me.. cry also no use.. haiz... yest de doc send me to hospital.. sob.. den i noe my temp 39.. sob.. n de doc at hospital help me withdraw blood.. duno de doc noe hw to withdraw nt sia.. poke de needle in n out in n out.. finalli withdraw.. PAIN U NOE.. but no matter hw pain also nt as pain as my throat.. haix.. my throat even pain...when doc tell me nid go hospital i veri scared sia.. luckily darlin offwork come acc me.. sob.. thanks darlin.. love ya soo much.. muackz..... haix.. my throat still veri pain sia... i feel like cryin.. rather die.. sob...
* oINkz * ---- Sunday, October 29, 2006 11:35 PM
finally.. my throat is better by tt veri veri veri little bit.. BUT.. its still veri pain!.. i cant eat nor talk.. its hurting me.. sob.. fever came back yest... but luckily it went off fast too.. cox of my sweet darlin.. hee... he came to my hse to acc n look after me.. thanks darlin.. MUACKZ but.. its still pain...wondering when will it recover.. de doc say tt it will take 1 to 2 wks... NOOOOOOOOOOOOO...... its 100times worse den fever n headache... so ppl take gd care of ur throat wor.. dun be like me.. cox it is damn pain... tinkin tmr wan go sch nt... zzzz...
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, October 28, 2006 5:17 PM
SICK!!!!!!!! went to c doc yest.. he say till so scary.. my throat fa yan (inflammation) till too serious... its hurting me.. i wan cry.. n its gettin worse today.. feel like vomiting whenever things go into my mouth... n my throat hurts... its realli killing me... run to toilet to vomit halfway tru lesson... darlin acc me hm when he is havin his break.. so sweet of him.... wonder when will it be okie... its is worse den flu... cant even zzz well though med make me drowsy...can someone jus kill me.. sob... its pain.. hurting me...
* oINkz * ---- Friday, October 27, 2006 4:48 AM
yawn~ i'm sick.. is it sick nt?? i duno.. feeling so terrible.. forever dun hav energy when i m outside.. feel like sleepin.. tryin hard to make make myself hav a gd sleep throughout de night.. but jus cant.. either early in de morning i will jus get shock up sudd den cant sleep back or keep waking up n take a veri hard time to sleep back... tink havin flu somemore.. duno count flu nt lei onli when sleep time hav.. haix.. den bu shi stomachach jiu is headache.. for de past few days headache is killin me.. tats y hardly online.. till nw my headach is still there.. haix...now is lots n lots of project n exam time.. almost everyday is do project.. sob.. hw to make myself have energy.. sobsob..
* oINkz * ---- Wednesday, October 25, 2006 5:13 PM
20 Oct is si de bday... we went to celebrate bday for her.. HAPPI BDAY TO U!!!!!... went pool n eat at pasta mania.. yummy.. hee.. de 9 of us.. wow... jia von guan si jl jian halkal jx n me... tats alot uh.. n of cox sch first.. haix... feeling so unwell yest.. morning stomachach den afternoon headache.. nv eat lunch at all.. but dinner was yummy... oh von is sick too... muz take care ah.. sch gonna start... drink lots n lots of h2o hehe... water i mean.. oh ya say till pasta mania... guan break de record n finish her duno wad creammy chicken pasta? a clap for our hse de luo han =x.. opssie.. i mean guan lian... hee.. anyway enjoy myself lots yest.. so happi to c them ALL... esp von n jia.. cox they are busywomen... of cox happi to c de rest too.. i jus cant forget guan de face.. when she wan vomit.. bleah... end her ba.. once again happi bday to siiiii.....
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, October 21, 2006 9:40 PM
[[ 17 oct ]]..haix... sch start de sec day.. as usual boring.. ben lai mit darlin after sch de.. but.. haix.. hav to do pro.. so didnt get to mit.. do pro till 5+ den go hm lo.. boring day...[[ 18 oct ]]...darlin wait for me to do my pro.. den do till 4+ finalli can go out play.. go changi airport but den bout de time we reach cant realli stay long.. haix... den hung ard there.. quite fun.. learn alot of things.. hmm... hee..yipee today lesson start at 12..so can online in de morning.. haix.. frm next wk online darlin also hav pro.. so tink hard to mit n play.. sian... wake up n bcome quite moody.. tink is jus wake up de pro.. hav to go sch ltr can i dun???.. haix.. tryin to get myself to adapt de ppl there.. though i sound like quite close to them but nt realli.. take de effort first to tok to them.. but den sometime lazy so jus to my stuff n tt is sleep.. yawn...end here.. bb
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, October 19, 2006 9:05 AM
[[14 oct]] though no go escape but i had a fun day... went to my darlin hse n hung awhile for awhile.. whu noes his dad come hm take thing -__-" n his dad open de door.. i got shock sia.. haha.. den hung ard till bout 6 n we go singapore river.. hee.. buy something n eat there.. too bad hav to go hm soon... fun day alway end fast... von.. hee i had a fun day so no nid feel guilty.. hehe [[15oct]] its a real borin day.. feel so moody when i open my eyes... wanna cry.. dun even noe do wad also.. till after i go clean up my rm.. hee.. finally.. n guan called.. chat wif her for awhile n she make my mood happier.. all thanks to her.. duno y.. though she didnt say anything to confort me cox she duno i m feelin moody.. but duno y jus like normal chattin wif her i feel so much happier.. hee.. i love ya soooo much babe... pss... my rm is much much more cleaner.. nt a pig sty anymore okie... [[16oct]] as for today its first day of sch.. hai... have de phobia of going sch.. n didnt sleep well last time.. can say nv realli sleep... wake up.. feelin so scared of goin there.. haix... reach sch.. better abit.. but den after all de things i hate sch again.. argz... first day of sch... frm tmr onward hav to do discussion n presentation next wk.. wad de.. argz.. haix.. no same time go sch as darling.. cant mit him to walk in tgt.. n no same break onli for wed.. though 3 day same time end sch.. but wad de use.. i hav to do my project n discussion after sch.. haix.. tink de day tt i can realli mit him n hav fun is sat... sob.. n test comin up soon n ICA.. i m so stress.. N THIS COMIN HOLIDAY I GOT ATTACHMENT AGAIN.. can i hav a fun holiday? haix.. sch... sian.... endin here.. yawn...
* oINkz * ---- Monday, October 16, 2006 8:10 PM
yest was darlin n me de 10th mth anni.. went to ice skate.. ben lai happi happi de skate finish bcome so moody n sian.. zao dun go skate.. haix... so many ppl.. c till i giddy giddy.. ppl skate here skate there.. faint.. den went to woodlands de pasampalam.. eat here eat there... like tt de day pass le lo.. haha.. but its still quite fun.. but nt de ice skate part.. shld hav go bladin instead... hump.. haiiii.... but still its fun.. yawn.. wake up feelin so moody again.. duno y.. shld hav go escape n enjoy.. but nvm cox i'm broke so its de same aniway... so its okie... haix.. 2 more days n sch gonna reopen... plzzzz.. i dun like it... can stop time..??? so stress when sch reopen... lots of project when come... den exam.. haix... somemore hardly hav time to mit my friends.. esp my darlin... gt mit also cant play.. mit liao den go hm.. haix.. sch..... sian.. i m so scared of gg there.. tink end here.. bb
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, October 14, 2006 8:00 AM
on wed.. si ji n me went to watch movie.. stay alive.. quite a nice show.. but i sort of no mood watch.. den rem a funny part where jl got scared by de duno wad sudd appear when she tok to me... n she say wad de f***.. hee.. make me laugh like siao.. after tt we go eat... den take bus to von hse for mahjong.. me n jl fighting all de way on de bus.. i pull her hair she hit me.. hee.. den ppl turn n watch so paiseh.. den mit guan at von bus stop n walk in tgt... play mahjong.. n i lose 50c sob.. guan n si win.. sob.. tats unfair.. i'm a beginner... den after playin go home lo.. den yest.. thurs.. realli veri veri veri veri veri de boring day.. haha... went out early in de morning buy bks.. den.. mit darlin for awhile... play pool less den an hr.. go eat lunch.. hung ard in amk awhile den go hm.. i oror.. he find wh.. yupz tats de end of my day for yest.. boring hor.. haha.. but quite happi... as for today.. stupid aunty call early in da morning n wake me up.. i m sleeping u noe!!!!!!!!!!! SLEEEPIN!!! n u wake me up.. hump... anyway.. gd morning everyone.. hee.. n HAPPI ANNI MY DARLIN... though its black fri.. hump*... i'm sleepy.. yawn... haix.. sometimes things realli make me crazy.. but i hav learn to listen n let go.. though sometimes things say by ppl will be hurtful to me.. but i muz learn nt to take it to heart.. cox if realli i cant take it anymore,.. i might realli jus vanish...no longer exist.. endin here...yawn.. CALL SO EARLY FOR WAD.. zzz...
* oINkz * ---- Friday, October 13, 2006 9:20 AM
haix.. havin stomachach now.. argz.. everytime like tt.. gonna used to it le.. frm pri sch till now.. nv fail...hmm.. went to east coast to roller blade and it was quite fun.. i manange to learn it.. n skate alittle.. hee.. i onli fall dwn once.. it was a gd thing... overall quite fun.. but it was ex... n now my wallet left wif.. $0... i m broke.. helpppp....haix.. u guyz r realli makin me crazy.. or i shld say u...??? sometimes things realli make me crazy... belive it or not.. i might jus vanish one day... i'm tired.. yawn....sianx.. tink tmr muscle will ache... after all tt bladin..
* oINkz * ---- Monday, October 09, 2006 6:43 AM
haix.. intending to find new blogskin but cant find one tt i like so tink i will stay wif my pig... oink.. tats my pig name... wake up n still i didnt feel any better... i realli hate cryin to sleep.. yawn... tink ltr after go sleep again.. i'm a pig tats y... when i feel sad alot of tots came in.. n i hate tt.. maybe i m jus too sensitive.. or hmm... cant tink of words to say.. haha.. also duno y nowaday get sad n depress so easily.. but ur words realli hurt me.. dun realli noe whether u mean wad i tinkin or wad.. when i noe de reason i get more disappointed.. i noe.. bcox u hardly had time... dun say tis le...hmm.. yest went buy prezzie... haix.. guy present.. hard to buy... dunno wad to buy also.. so.. we buy one slipper n facial wash.. facial wash.. haha a weird present to buy... for a guyz i mean... but realli nth to buy le...hmm.. end here... gettin sleepy again...
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, October 07, 2006 7:01 PM
hmm.. yest was mooncake festival.. yawn... all of us went to bishan park to play.. at first ben lai seems like no one wanna go.. so i intend to cancel it.. so i told guan in de morning tt its cancel.. luckily jialing contact in de afternoon tt she will be comin.. so i told si.. n si came along too.. thanks jialing.. u save me frm being alone... i loveeee euuuuu sooo much... hmm.. when reach bishan park.. feel sad n abit pek chek.. but.... when my dar start her hokkien things.. it realli make me smile frm deep inside my heart... i jus cant stop laugh.. she alway make me laugh wif her sillly action... i simply miss de days wif her... but anyway glad tt everyting is solve..haix.. duno y something change... when we havin gatherin or wad.. some become quite unsteady... i understand tt if they got something on n cant come... but when ppl realli tell me depends on their mood... it make me feel so sad n disappointed... but anyway its part of life.. wahaha.... but say de truth if some mood realli realli realli realli realli bad.. its so scary... wait erupt.. i will be gone.. sob (volcano erupt)..sobsob.. didnt sleep well last nite..!!!! sudd wake up at 3+am den stay awake all de way till 6+ den zzz back.. n 9am i wake up liao.. i m soooo tired.. yawn*
* oINkz * ---- Friday, October 06, 2006 6:18 PM
hmm.. today went to v oi(is v8 but si pronouce tt wrongly) to eat wif si jl n guan.. we eat de omelette.. 800 for me n guan.. wif soup n water.. isnt it cheap..? at least better den swenson??.. it taste ok lo.. other dishes taste better.. den we went to take neoprint.. jl idea.. uh huh... i simply love de one tt me n jialing kissin.. cox of jl face... den went to play pool.. n wash photo.. tats hws our day pass... quite enjoyable wif all tis friend.. sometime they reali make me laugh frm deep inside my heart... but was quite moody today but still i manage to make myself laugh n joke ard wif them.. i realli cant take it anymore.. i m goin to collapse.. i feel so depress.. so dwn.. i try hard to find times wif friends n darlin.. but sometimes its realli hard.. esp when sch reopen.. i m realli stress.. somemore when sch reopen i can hardly hav time.. n my poly friends doesnt go out play.. boring.. n everything tt happen durin exam period.. tink no one realli noe hw i m feeling.. tryin to hav a thinkin to make myself hapi.. mayb i shouldnt care bout anythin.. alone den alone ba.. or wadever... dun say le .. wait spoilt ppl mood again... end here.. byeeeee...
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, October 05, 2006 6:17 AM
[[3 oct]]...a day where i go out wif my darlin.. went to catch a movie.. its was quite nice... funny.. went to cathy cineplex... n got into cinema 1.. grand cinema.. wow.. its was realli realli realli big.. after tt went play pool.. but aim wad cannot go in wad.. so we change to 9 feet pool... played awhile.. bcome sian le.. den went play arcade.. hehe.. spend alot of money.. it was fun........[[4 oct]]...as for today.. i was like a maid.. my dad ask me to go dwn wif him to fix his car... hav to get out of de hse at 7 cox he wanna send my sis to workplace.. no wonder.. still wondering... y fix car so early one.. den de ppl call say de car wun be ready today.. so my dad nid to go chua chu kang to drive his lorry as he nid it to work tmr.. den i hav to bring him there... as time early went to amk to shop den de ppl call again n say tt de car is ready..!.. kaoz... waste my fare.. haix.. so tired now...try to make myself happi as i promise... appear happi.. sound happi... so tt i cant be happier.. but its sound like it didnt realli help at all... realli duno wad can i do now... sch gonna start n i m scared.. hav to go back sch on 12 oct to get lecture notes... everytime i walk de route back to sch... i become scared... i duno y... i hate sch nw.. i wanna go bk sec sch n i noe its impossible... n i hav to go on...tinkin whether i m jus used to havin.. or is it realli...?? i duno.. all mix up now...tink end here le.. yawn...
* oINkz * ---- Wednesday, October 04, 2006 4:56 AM
in a bad mood.. realli bad mood.. frm yest till now... it seems no much better but worse..everything add up tgt.. make me feel all depress...wad de use of cryin when it doesnt help... cryin doesnt seems to help for me...BAD MOOD...!!!!! I'M REALLI EVIL...
* oINkz * ---- Sunday, October 01, 2006 6:57 PM
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