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[[ 27 sept ]]
went out wif lao de chun de n guan.. so long no c lao de n chun de le... haha... still they didnt change lotz.. went to watch movie.. wad john wad muz die.. haha dun bother bout de name.. den went play pool lo.. but wif onli lao de guan n me.. chun went mit parent.. 9 feet sia.. haha den go hm lo.. so sian...
[[ 28 sept ]]
went out wif guan n si.. den heard jl goin k pool wif .... so we decided to search for her... yeah.. n indeed she was there... play pool wif guan n si.. den c jialing they all play billard n i play too.. i win! so happy.. haha i was heng.. lucky me... it was fun today.. n si n guan they all keep suan me sia..!!!!!!.. esp tt goldfish thing.. argz....
oh.. more bbq photo was send.. hee.. here are some... me n jia de fisherman clothes.. kiddy...
 jia me n jialing..me hiding bhind jialing.. n wad is jialing expression.. wad they doin.. n jialing expression.. so cute..hmm.. tink tats all ba.. lazy put more... sometime realli duno when i laughin whether i m realli happy or nt.. or i jus used to laughin when there is ppl ard me. but i noe tt i m realli happi today.. wif them... xin hao luan.. bu zhi ta dao di yao de shi se mo...haix.. oh dear sch gonna start le.. i m so scared.. haix... but still have to go .. hahaend here nite nite...
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, September 28, 2006 7:07 AM
hmm... wad to write lei.. hee.. jus drop by at my dar blog... oh.. she still look so sweet n crazy.. n her pic wif ah woo.. haha so lovely.. guess its at pasir ris right..?? hehe... glad tt she found someone whu dote on her.. n she love so much.. hehe...as for me.. i found mine too... but darlin is busy workinnnnn... nvm.. hee.. still got my si guan jl acc me... when they r well i guess.. haha... so de words friends r impt is correct... hehe.. cox friends nv leave u... hehe.. add one sentence.. if nv quarrel till so jia lat lahz.. hee... so happi to hav them.. *tiger roars*hmm.. wonderin y there is a feelin called disappointment.. cox i dun like feelin... make me so sad.. so.. it teaches me.. dun even plan things so early.. hehe.. even if plan.. dun ever look forward to it.. if nt disappointment will be even bigger...! yeah... end here ba.. cox jus realize i haven eat my breakfast.. but nt hungry nei.. ltr den eat bahz...
* oINkz * ---- Monday, September 25, 2006 6:45 PM
haiz... things change... ppl character n attitude also change as time go by.. tink mine too.. some make me upset n some make me pek chek... wad to do... jus ren lo... thing circulating in my head will onli make me depress.. n i hate tt feelin.. soon one day guess it will b my turn 2 go IMH.. but tink i will be even glad to go there.. at least can make more friend... n stay happier without worrying this n tt...
sometime realli tinkin de ren hao nan zhuo... do tis also cannot do tt also cannot... y muz be human.. haix...finally today is de end of my attachment.. i miss my cute cute uncle n de ppl there.. n of cox my ite student.. they r so friendly... its fun workin wif them... there is alot of memories there.. n i will alway rem them...
here r some pic...  sheena , me and my xiao ke ai(dawn)..
i look like an ah ma wif tieing a bun...
 and tis is melissa n me... another ITE student.. i still look so old... hump
 and lastly.. tis is my xiao ke ai.. dawn .. wif her big smile.. isnt she so cute..??hee tats all for de photo of my attachment...
my dar is finally nt in MIA huh... hee.. n of cox nt forgeting photo of me n my dar... hee.. dardar n me... at suntec.. went to find her when she is havin her IMF... she is bcomin prettier...kk la tink ending here.. gettin late le time to sleep... nitez...wad to do...
* oINkz * ---- Friday, September 22, 2006 9:53 AM
haIx... bad day... terrible dayz... my head is hurting me.. so pain.. my head feel so heavy.. as if it will drop anything.. for de past 3 dayz hav to walk up at 415... oh dear... terrible.. nv will i go a hospital so far in my life anymore... hav been so busy once i step inside till ard 1pm.. been there for 1wk plus.. notice tt some ppl havin so much stress tt causes heart attack.. some even mental pro.. stress is realli nt gd.. wondering will me myself bcome like tt too?? haha.. m i in stress? or jus cant control my thinking... haix... i'm tired...wonderin end of attachment is gd or bad.. cox i duno wad to do after my attachment.. tink i will feel dwn at tt time bahz...where's my DARDAR..?? Mia again sia.. haix.. haha.. didnt c her online nei.. muz be busy wif her stuff.. i MISS u sooo muchy...
* oINkz * ---- Wednesday, September 20, 2006 4:58 AM
haix.. attachment day start again.. boring.. yawn* .. boring.. early morning.. pick up ppl shit usin hand.. n throw inside dustbin wif glove lahz.. 2 time somemore.. n somemore same ppl.. argz... nvm.. muz get used to it...haix... boring....sun dream was scary... n my dreams last night was weird.. or shld i say a surprise...??? cox i tink it wun happen... better keep de dream to myself.. if nt scared war will somehw happen again.. haha... recalling de dream back.. it was realli weird...tink i end here le mahz...DAR!!! WHERE ARE YOU?? HAHA.. MIA AGAIN??? i miss u soooooo muchy...
* oINkz * ---- Monday, September 18, 2006 5:27 AM
haix... wake up at a veri early time.. feeling scared all again.. i hate sun.. it made me down.. jus keepin myself busy all de while to make me cant think of anything..everything is changing.. its realli changing... wonderin wad von say at her blog.. for me.. i realli duno... cox i m nt close wif my polyfriend.. they r like so differently world for me.. study type.. n dun joke ard.. i feel alone.. cox i find thing change n i feel uncomfortable wif .... i tink my dar is de one whu i realli feel at ease wif.. bbq dayz... m i realli lookin forward to it...?? cox i feel realli uncomfortable wif.... is it xin li zhuo yong or is it realli...??? but i look realli forward to cing those tt i haven c for a long time... von.. bing.. niao... they all... esp someone special... or 2 special guest i mean.. hehe... end here le mahz...dripping again...
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, September 16, 2006 5:40 PM
start my attachment for bout a week le.. tired.. dun reall like it at all at first... now abit better.. but still dun quite like it.. esp de timing.. n de distance i hav to travel everyday... so long... stress also at there.. haixxxx.....realised tat everything is changing.. environment.. mixing wif ppl ard me.. studies.. n ppl attitdue.. jus tryin hard to adapt to it... feel tat things has realli change.. n i hate it.. but i noe tat i still hav to accept de fact..like today... everything was alright at first but something make me feel dwn.. tryin to hold back my tears when playin pool... i miss my dardar.. n realli like de days when i m wif her.. cox i feel veri relax.. but nw we hardly had time to mit.. dardar..m i reali happy..?? or m i jus fakin it out.. i realli duno...tink i ending here le bahz.. feelin tired...
* oINkz * ---- Friday, September 15, 2006 6:09 AM
hmm.. wonderin whether there is realli ppl comin c my blog nt.. haha.. no also nvm... boring...jus finish my attachment at de clinic... all i miss is de nurses n de students.. tats all ba i guess....went out wif my fat cow on sat.. went play bball.. i duno hw to play sia.. haix... den he tell me tink si comin fo tang today.. so i decided to giv si a call... but whu noes i so stupid.. press till my own hp no.. still wonderin.. hw come si name no appear den tot i call de wrong no faster hung up... den c wad no i call is my own no.. hehe.. when i was bout to call si again.. she called my name.. so qiao!.. saw her.. hee... for the past few dayz... no much ppl online.. all i confirm will c online n chat one is my tai gong lo.. morning c him.. night also c him... nth to do chat wif him lo.. quite a funny guy.. ok lookin.. guan lian u wan mahz..?? i intro u lahz.. but too bad he gt gf... haha.. he quite thin.. u wan ma ah guan... ok la.. jus kiddin lahz.. haha.. hmm.. haix... sun blues?.. woke up on sun.. today... but feel kind of sad.. scared.. i duno y.. i feel life boring.. still hav to go on.. zzz...wonderin... whether words can be blieve... when ppl say out of their mouth.. does their heart feel so too...?? try to blieve it... but sometimes de action doesnt show it... wonderin is it true...??hmm.. jus crazy to write tt.. haix.. tmr is de start of hospital attachment... hate it manz... but still hav to go on... tired... haix end here bahz.. dun feel like typin anymore..
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, September 09, 2006 5:59 PM
[[6 sept..]]finally can mit my darling.. days no c him le.. next week will be 4 days cant mit him.. de onli day tat confirm can mit him tink is onli sat bahz.. haix.. went to walk walk ard.. though time was short but i m still happy.. so scared of goin hospital for attachment.. haix...duno hw to describe de feeling i havin now.. tired... down... haix... hope sat wld come soon.. so tat i can mit my darlin again.. 1 wk can onli mit him 2 times.. standard haha...wheres my dardar??
* oINkz * ---- Thursday, September 07, 2006 2:07 AM
[[4 sept..]]my first day of attachment.. no feeling towards it.. jus my leg suan ba i guess.. cox standin for so long.. den observin nia lo.. saw alot of wound... disgusting..make me no appetite.. haix.... duno y.. i been feeling do moody frm yest till now... jus feel like cryin again all of a sudden.. y u come back again.. haixxxx.... have to force myself to smile durin attachment... when i dun feel like at all... i m realli tired... hope i can b sleeping beauty.. sleep for 100 yrs.... so tired nw.. head so pain... i hate stayin awake nw.. guess tonight will sleep early baz... but when i m sleepin.. i m still havin bad dreams...haix.. i miss u.. tinkin of u now.. hw i wish u were there to make me smile...aniway i m still glad to recieve my dar n niao (dun feel angry..he jus sendin me wishes =) ) de gd luck msg.. a little msg touch ur heart... n of cox nt forgetin my darlin.. specially set alarm clock at 7.. an hr bfore de time he has to wake up jus to call me.. i m realli glad.. n touched............
* oINkz * ---- Monday, September 04, 2006 5:25 AM
[[1 sept..]]..
my nephew bday.. got caught at hm all day.. celebrate lo... den end of day.. boring...
[[2 sept..]]..
went to cgh orientation in de morning.. 5+ wake up.. so sian.. haix... frm mon onward have to wake up early go attachment.. boring.. can i dun go..??? haix... den went to mit dar for shopping... but den didnt shop much... saw alot of thing i wanna buy.. ended up.. bought nth.. haha.. haix.. dun care.. wanna have another spree wif my dar again.. humph... was so tired yest... sleep like a log..dunoe y.. wake up wif a sudd feeling of scared today... nv hav tis feeling for de past few days.. n here it come again.. haix... shld learn to overcome it... duno y sudd tired of everything.. sian... hmm.. goin attachment tmr.. I DUN WAN!!!!!
* oINkz * ---- Saturday, September 02, 2006 5:51 PM
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