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today went to find jinhong at the ice cream shop he working.. hard to find the shop.. n hav to climb a total of 90 steps.. we sort of gt the way there.. bought an ice cream frm him.. so big.. me guan n jx eat like siao...finally get to c jinhong workin.. hmm...after findin lao de.. went to mac cox chun de hungry.. sudd.. sort of got the scared scared mood.. told myself cannot scared.. but jus duno wad i m scared of.. if scared holiday nth do.. still got my friend... if they no time acc.. the most i stay at hm.. though is wad i dun feel like.. but if realli nth do tats the choice.. sch start 4 mth le.. friend in poly are gd.. but we are like frm diff world... i miss the sec sch life.. n my sec sch friend.. tink they r the one whu realli noe me well.. now whenever i m sad n scared i tell myself i cannot scared.. cox i alway have my sec sch friend to acc me.. guan..si..jia..von..my darling.. n all of my sec sch friends.. though mental still unstable.. but i will try n overcome it.. cox i noe i have them wif me.. thz lots.. my friends n fat cow.. realli happi to hav u guys ard me...now.. the onli i wish to do is to lie on my bed.. sleeping for weeks.. days.. years..nv wake up.. or jus simply stare into space n do nth.. but i cannot... muz study... haix.. will try to find the 'me' back again.. happy me with no worries.. laughin deep inside my heart...
* oINkz * ---- Wednesday, August 02, 2006 6:29 AM
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