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i try to find back de past me.. but find it hard.. i told myself i muz be happy in order to find back myself.. i tried.. realli hard.. but each time de happiness is onli for tat moment.. i tried to make my day happier.. callin someone to chat.. but still... it make no use.. jus duno wad is happening to me...
yest.. feel realli depress de moment i reach sch.. jus duno y.. i realli dun like de feeling in there.. wif de people.. is nt tat they r nt gd.. but when i c tat tai jingyi.. i dun feel comfortable at all.. i dun care if any of them c tis blog.. cox i m jus nt happy wif her ard.. i noe i hav to adapt to changes.. now i m tryin hard to adapt n adapt her also.. she realli giv me a feeling of lonliness i hate her.. but i noe i cant.. cox she is my grp leader..
sch jus sux for me.. i hate goin there... tears jus drop nw yest when i m in sch..so decide to find my dar.. but she is outside..n i found myself hard to talk so hang up instead...i wanted to quit sch.. but i noe i muz cont.. maybe c de result bahz.. jus wonderin y muz i still attend it when it make my life so miserable.. i realli feel like givin everything up n leave de world.. but i noe i cant...
people may tink tat i m crazy or irritating.. but i jus cant control my feelings.. but still i will try to find myself back..... i duno i can nt.. it may be tough.. but i will try.......
* oINkz * ---- Tuesday, August 22, 2006 5:19 PM
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