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feeling all mess up.. dun even noe hw to cope wif studies.. as long as i open up my book.. de feeling jus came in.. n thinkings start to come in.. make me realli hard to concentrate.. each time i open up my bk.. de feeling jus came up.. i duno hw to concentrate sia... at hm facing my bk realli make me depress... sometime tink i m realli crazy... out of nowhere feel like crying.. realli tired...all these tat happen.. it realli tired me out.. i noe tat my mental realli abit crazy.. so i will get scared by little thing.. nw till exam... i muz avoid u.. cox i m so scared tat wad u say will frighten me again.. i onli wan concentrate on exam.. thoughs it realli hard.. i m tired,, getting tired by all my feeling.. jus hw to make it away.. sometime realli tinkin whether i m havin mental pro sia.. wanna cry out of nowhere... everytime at hm i will jus stare blankly.. i wan a long rest.. forever...........i m realli happi to have my friends.. dar si guan jl von.. n of cox my darling.. i noe they r alway been here for me.. cing my darling today cheer me up.. but goin one whole wk cant mit him.. hw i wish i can get back my normal self.. but i duno whther i can nt... cox everything have change....
* oINkz * ---- Friday, August 18, 2006 8:26 AM
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<-- WelComE tO yAng n 