after all tis tat happen i m realli tired of life.. i jus wanna die.. y m i nt dieing.. life is no longer meaningful to me.. jus giv me unhappiness.. trouble.. n sadness.. my life is no longer like de past.. happy.. it wont come back.. i giv up.. used to trying hard to make my life in the past back.. but i no longer can.. tmr havin exam... but i giv up.. totalli no mood to study in.. jus y m i born in tis world.. jus let me die.. i have enough of life.. 18yrs i dun wan live any longer.. i giv up on myself.. i dun wan to go on wif life.. but still tryin hard.. waiting for my day to end.. hopin it will come soon...
ppl say is the 7th mths now.. hungry ghost festival..y de ghost dun wan to take my live away.. i no longer scared of them.. hw i wish they can jus take me away frm tis world.. in my sleep or when i m awake.. i jus dun wan to be in tis world... things i dun wan to happen keep happening... i giv up on everyting.. jus bring me away frm tis world.. tonight.. plzzzzzzzzz... i beg u.. hao peng you... if u realli exist..
ppl.. if u c tis entry.. jus dun care bout me... jus wanna write tings dwn..i m jus crazy.. insane.. forcus on ur studies nw.. is all i can say..
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